My New Experience

Honestly, being fitted in USM gives me some pressure. Perhaps, I used to spend my life alone without feeling any awkwardness. Now I am situated in a new environment, watching my close friend mixing well with the others, while I always keep on distance. Sometimes, I feel like a looser, but at last I tell myself, I have my own thought, I can't just follow what others always think of. everyone will never be the same. I don't have to force myself to be something I feel uncomfortable with. At least I can work and socialize with others, i'm not a weirdo.

Recently, actually it is not suitable to named it as recently. Umm.. Maybe for the past few months? I have been chatting with a guy from wechat. His name is Jason, 25yrs old. We keep connected by only texting but not showing any voice nor photos. We can talk anything and can reply anytime we want and never blame or sorry for any late replies. I never see his face from album and i thought he may look fat and clumsy. Then we finally dated each other for a dinner.

I was damn shocked when i first met him in front of the gsc cinema. He wasn't tall but he was good looking. Perhaps, I like sporty thin guys. He was a sport lover, he looked totally out of my imagination. He used to talk gently and like to observe people's personalities. Our first dinner was in Sushi Tei. Imagine. I was dined with a stranger I had never met before. I felt like went for some ancient blind date. Just kidding. He gave me good impression. He paid the bill around RM90 for the dinner. Hmm.. Generous? I just enjoyed the date. A special friend who I knew this way.

Now we are still in contact. I like the way we connected. I can tell him my thoughts and never expect him to answer as what my close friends do. We don't even have each others' Facebook. We never say thing crossing over the line. He is a very innocent guy even he is 4yrs older than me, but yet he is matured in thinking. We never discuss relationship topics, but just being all-talk friend. Super comfortable. Hard to find someone like this. This Sunday we are going to watch 'The Flu'. Anticipate for the day :)
Long live 'stranger friend' like this. haha :)