why like that har

Seriously, I could not accept people keep changing boyfriend after a short period of break up. Sometimes, it makes me wonder whether he or she really gets to love their partner or just for filling loneliness. Perhaps, I'm the weirder person to them. How could my heart fall for others so quickly if I ever giving up the person I have loved before. For me, loyalty is the utmost important in relationship. I could not make myself look so clumsy. Keep on changing partners and receiving wishes from friends and family. What is that? Sucks!

However, the situation is viewed this way probably because I have never been chased by anyone. Perhaps, I have never get emotionally touched by a guy initiation. Well, I don't have that honour and appreciation. Maybe I just can't understand these situation for my whole life, however, I will get my guy. 

Lastly, I wish that my friends can stay happy and sweet with their current partners disguise of their past. I believe in love when the time both still love each other. Show me the faith of love, show me more, give me courage, for not being disbelief again.

It's tiring

I am so tired of cleaning up my stored disc under my television desk.

I wondered how much money was spent on those stuffs.

I guessed there were almost 300-400 pieces which I threw away.

I tried to calculate the cost,

let's make a number roughly, let it be 350.

Ok.

Let put a fix price for each disc, 

make a cheap assumption, about RM5/disc.

350 x RM5 = RM 1750.

That was already adequate for me to purchase a better and new laptop!

Gosh!

Anyway,

I still left with tonnes of dramas too.

At least not that hurt for my brother. Hahahaha..

Well,

I had a secret space, 

I just had to realise that no one discovered.

Erm,

actually,

I was hopig it was a bt breakable but whatever it was.

I'm still ok with that.

I want to get drunk.!

Let me get drunk!!! xD

It's complicated

It has been a long time I live in a simple and innocent life.

I have forgotten how the feeling of being complicated already.

Without sticking to my phone,

waiting for the same person,

or easily agitated by a guy.

Well,

I'm single,

forever alone.

At least,

I can be.

Once again,

guys prove to me that they don't deserve our appreciation.

The only guy that I can truly believe and rely on can only be my father.

Promises are trust to be betrayed.

Friends are more reliable. 

I might look exaggerate as I only have one experience of in relationship.

Unfortunately, 

I have seen a lot of insincerity of what a man could make.

I don't expect I could get a better guy since my ideal guy can't make it too.

So either be preferrable than suffer.

Enjoy single life before storm interferes my life :)

Good luck my dear~

My Transformation

Well,

I tried my best to figure out my transformation from 2012 to 2013.

First to mention about my hair length.

Certainly， 

it would be merely obvious transformation on me.

Almost everyone said that I looked much prettier with long hair.

Frankly, I agreed to that and I would keep it until my desires faded.

Besides that, 

I am even more polite now,

even if you have strong objection toward the above statement,

I stay to it. xD

I like my current self more,

physically and spiritually. 

Despite of what others have done to me,

I make myself stay still and enjoy well of  'ignorance is a bliss'.

I realise that,

 actually I can build up my relationship network easily,

I have my social skill,

even, it can be lame all the time,

I make it my way and brightness.

Single,

it didn't disappear in my 2012 life.

No incentive guy approached to me. 

Perhaps,

there could be uncles or weird guys,

intended to unlist them. Haha!!

I am still waiting for the ideal man.

Maybe Jae suk is my ideal man now.. Haha.. Just pretend to be.. xD

In addition,

I became less bothersome now.

I think that it was a big success, 

because I knew bothersome was my biggest enemy since n years ago.

So glad that I could get rid of it.

I alwasy wish I can be like this :)

My health degraded due to my weaken immunity in Sabah.

I think water sanitation was the biggest problem.

sneezing and coughing all the time.

I wonder how to overcome this problem.

Lastly, I am home, in Penang.

Luckily, 

most of the things still remain the same.

God bless :)

Happy to be home,

and I have to clean my house with salary.

Yeah!!

Sounds nice right ?

However,

it was only RM10 per day,

but I accepted the offer because I don't want to go back to work at other places.

Haha..

Kill two birds with one stone.

Great holiday :)

Happy Fisrt Sem Break xD

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