Mid-term exam end like shit

I had an absolutely busy and terrible morning, 

which meant I did worst in my mid-term.

Sucks! FML!

FYI, 

my earth and planet test included 40 true and false questions.

I thought that would be kindly easy, 

but guess our lecturer was about to kill us.

By the time I read the last sentence on my last page,

'Fuck' was the only word I could say about the test.

'1mark will be given for correct answer and 0.25 mark will be deducted for each wrong answer.'

Fuck! We were not medicine students, my lecturer just treated us like genius.

Anyway, that was not yet the most terrible story.

I only knew to answer 1 out of 40 questions,

guess how genius our lecturer was.

I had to make choice for myself,

to fail or to play a gamble?

So I chose to complete all those 'terrifying' questions and yet,

I was so unwaited to know how horrible my result would be.

The exam just wasted my night, fuck off!

The next was my politics mid-term.

So tonto that I had make a silly mistake while answering the exam. 

I was so fed up!

I guess I need to eat something good and full to release my emotion.

Next week I am going to have Etika presentation,

it is also considered as an oral test.

I hope every assignments end up in perfect square. Good luck!! :)

Trying to cheer up myself by counting down the days left.

Haha!!

Less than 60 days in Sabah,

33 days of lectures and tutors!

Survive!!!

yeah~~!! Going back soon :)

Happy xD

Well, I am about to go for my Titas class,

in a rainy day, carrying my laptop.

I just hope everything goes smooth and peacefully.

God bless :D 

Saw Mey Letitia <3 p="p">

Relax

Well, my Earth and planets mid-term had postponed to this coming Wednesday.

Some of my coursemates were so frustrated with the announcement.

For me, 

it was the same except I had more time to prepare :)

I'm going to have my spanish mid-term on monday and my politic mid-term on Wednesday.

It is a busy week as I had to hand up 2 reports and 1 assignment this coming week.

As usual,

I continue to procrastinate and leave my stuffs done day before the date.

Actually, I would like to upload some of my life photos here, 

unfortunately,

I don't have a proper memory card that suits my laptop.

So I have to wait until I get back to my sweet hometown :)

Okay, stray my topic to yesterday event.

My friends in Penang had a steamboat gathering.

Most of my friends in 5s1 attended and they enjoyed a lot without those who came to Sabah.

Honestly, 

I was so upset that I couldn't involve in such a big gathering,

 and I had not involve in any midnight activity since i was in Sabah.

Especially to have movie~~

Lol!!

I had some chat with my housemates yesterday and I was so fascinated with that :)

It was a pillow talk that I never had so long ago.

I miss to have midnight talk in car and in someone's house with Xiao Zhao and friends :D

Since I came here, I was touched with everything that my friends done for me.

Include adding me for buddy plan,

create a blog specially for me,

and buy a smartphone specially to contact me??

Haha..

Everything makes me feel i'm being loved.

My family gives me support and do anything for me.

I am appreciate with everything happens around me.

Thanks to Mei Xue who always stay with me in Sabah when I need.

You are my lucky star and beloved friend even you are quite annoying. Haha :)

No offend, I still love you.

I hope that you'll forgive my mistakes and continue to face challenges together.

May God bless all of us,

include my family and my friends.

In health, in happiness, in wisdom and peace.

Currently, 

I am so desperate to read some buddhism related books.

To gain my mind power, wisdom and peace.

I had borrowed once and I returned it unread.

Therefore,

I hope I can do it before my sem break approach. :)

Lead me out of suffer.

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Ignoring those disappointment

I thought I could make my first business here, 

but everything got spoil.

My study mood got screw up and I was so fed up at some point.

Even though I didn't really put hope on this, she gave me unreal anticipation.

Anyway,

just got out of the typical emotion and move on!

Today is my dad 59th birthday!

My sis brought my whole family excluded me to have Tao's buffet!

You know how much I have desired for sushi??

Owh~ It is too bad for me to absent.

Well, I call to home and have some chat with them.

There are so many memories with them,

I just wish to get home soon :)

I'm going to have my Earth and Planets mid-term exam tomorrow.

I know and I hear rumours saying that the subject is hard enough to make someone jaw drops,

I don't want to waste my mind starring those notes through slides.

It was just too awful for my eyes :D

So I give up,

but at least I have look through,

just not sincere and detail enough. xD!!

So don't expect to get high mark and good feelings tomorrow :(

Anyway, we are going to Amway Shop tomorrow, 

I gonna see what to buy xD

Hahaha!!

Well, 

let me revise again before I sleep,

not to guilty after that.

No regret :)

I love life!~

Good luck and all the best for tomorrow exam! ;p

by Saw Mey Letitia <3 p="p">

Better

I went to Health Office today as our Environmental Health field trip.

The day was so boring that I nearly slept in the conference room with the presence of my 'lovely' prof.

I ignored most of the speech given by the officers and I did remember some diseases info.

It was still fresh in my mind, now too. *clap for myself

Well, 

Mei Xue and I asked some manuals and leaflets from the health promote department,

and we started the trend to collect those from officers there.

Cool ya? xD

Luckily we ended our trip 5hours earlier than we told to be, 

I was so appreciate for that.

Due to the earlier dismiss,

I got time to rest.

I slept at 2am almost everyday,

I wondered why I behaved like this since holiday started.

I had done my assignments peacefully today and I did a lot of additional works on them.

I felt incredible for myself already.

I was informed that government was giving out rm250 for citizens under 21years old.

I tried my luck for application even the news stated that we were not in the range of people qualified for it.

Who knew, miracles appeared.

Besides that, 

I completed my quiz in a national online quiz,

a quiz specialised in english usage for undergraduates.

I think I did my best and I hoped I get prize from it.

May not be the top range,

just small reward may do.

A small consolation for me here in jungle.

Haha..

Today, my roommate asked me about bio-C price which I always offered her to intake.

I hope she would ask me for purchase as I knew how to get to Amway shop in KK already.

But no forcing, I hope I have the chance from her then maybe..

confidence is built here. :D

Today is a day with sunshine after the rain.

I will be strong, and I'll be fine :)

Add oil!!

Buena suerte!!

Love Saw Mey<3 p="p">

I got so damn tired

As usually, I am suffocated with tonnes of assignments and yet, I start to hate university life. 

Being a freshy in university is a hard deal. 

I never expect assignments do really make someone cry, not now anymore.

We will get to know with people with different thought and personalities.

They can be nice but not in the way you feel comfortable to be.

2hours ago I was still stuck in the lousy bus stop near to library.

I never had been that late in library before, and i never felt it cool.

I hated the UMS bus services! 

I got so disappointed today..

I had been waited for the buses for an hour and I had to watch it drove down the hill,

passed off me cruelly.

I told myself,

never stay late in library anymore.

I would never trust in UMS buses AGAIN!

Something cheered me up for today was my past spanish quiz.

I got 8.8 out of 10.

I even got all my subjective questions correct!

How impressive? xD

Now that was cool :D

Sometimes, I felt our gaps were getting further even we were closed to each other.

I could not hear the true voice from you, hardly.

You were used to keep secret from me and refused me from your heart.

I could listen to what you said and what you bull shit but seldom a real feelings from you.

Sometimes,

I felt sad for it.

We knew each other the longest period,

but, 

we were not the one who understood each other well.

Actually,

I feel to cry at the moment I launch my buttock to my chair.

No one is tapping on my shoulder,

telling me that i'll be fine. TT

I don't feel good this time,

all I want is to leave this bull shit place!

I am so stressed out with my undone assignments.

Discussion never ends and i can never relieve my breath.

I am busy and i start to let go. 

I'm tired.

Whatever happen, I don't want care already!

Well, 

I am going to join online contest soon. 

Just wish me good luck! >.<

Feel better express out here.

Blogging is my best stress remover~

Gambatae! Saw Mey <3 p="p">

nov wish

I had tried to find a guy to be admired in Sabah, but thhere was no one reached my expectation. I did not need a handsome guy, i was just searching a potential guy. but i couldn't see anyone with this ability. I don't want a guy that stay numb whenever he sees me need help but doesn't lend me his hand. I hope that we will have the common interest in something, maybe playing puzzles together. why you are so hard to find? I already very boring. I hope you appears soon to enlighten my life :) All the best!!