我要你

我要你

牵着我的手

拉近你的鼻子

告诉我你就喜欢我

我要你

不嫌我有多无理取闹

吵架时不会让我一个人

我要你

让我靠

无论看戏的时候或

载着我的时候

感受我的陪伴

我要你

不时地将我投向你的怀抱

我累了

你就要抱着我

给我力量坚持

什么话都可以不说

你就是原因

我要你

不准忘记我们的点点滴滴

不准忘记我的生日

你可以不送什么

但是你要陪我渡过

我要你

愿意带我回家

认识你的家人、朋友

我要你能接受我在你家里自由进出

同样的

我要你

跟我回家

让我家人看看你

让你知道我家人当我是宝

所以你不会随手丢下我

我要你

吃饭时

夹菜给我

因为我也想学着剥虾给你吃

我要你

学会驾车

因为我喜欢在你驾车时偷偷亲你

我要你

假日陪我看海

因为我喜欢浪漫

你可以为我拨开散乱在我脸上的头发

轻巧地吻上我的额头

我要你

习惯给我打电话

不要打简讯

因为我喜欢你听我说话

你不可以嫌我烦

我要你

带我去旅行

单纯地过二人世界

晚上有你抱着我入睡

感觉你我的心跳

我要你

告诉我你全部的情史

让我瞧瞧我有什么比她好

我要你

只有我

不要骗我

我既然喜欢你了

我没有其他人了

我希望你也一样

爱我就这样

Illness

It was unfortunate to fall sick during holiday, especially the time that had been waited for so long. After getting through fever, now i'm facing problem with my lungs and throat. I am having heavy cough and chest pain while coughing. It is disgusting to see what I spitted from my mouth. greenny and yellowish mucus. I have been sleeping for hours by hours but the exhaustion never relief. For this instance, I wish I could sleep until the world end.

I think I am a big loser as I always can't find friends for transport when I need the most. Perhaps, I am shy? I  am not welcome by them? I believe the latter statement might be true. Stop this topic.

I am left with 2months or perhaps 67days to return to my hometown. I wish I could go back as soon as possible, at least, I can depend on my own transport at penang. homesick now...

fever

i wonder why i would be ill at this precious time.

Had been suffered on my bed for two days,

now I still feel my blood vessels dilated,

shivering in cold.

Fever.. just leave me forever,

my holiday spoiled because of you!

Eating 2paracetamol after each meal,

that is so unhealthy.

Please behave yourself,

I wanna taste Char Koay Tiew before I am off to Sabah again.

Now I just realise what is the importance of  having a boyfriend.

Transport service and forever company to anywhere I want.

Well,

finally agree to that boyfriend is important.

Haha..

but I don't have,

let's find a girlfriend.. xD

from <3 letitia="" mey="" p="" saw="">

A lazy day staying at home

Today is my mom's birthday,

but she is not with me in hometown.

She went to constellation event held in KL together with my brother.

What a waste that I was planning to celebrate her birthday but she was planning for the other.

Luckily, there is still Lunar date celebration.

Yea~ We are the typical hokkien lang. xD

I'm so happy to receive so much wishes from my fb friends, 

I will pass them to my mom. 

I wish her always healthy and happy with my daddy :)

Last month, my house kitchen had been renovated.

I think it became bigger and better than before.

At least the pathway had broaden. :)

Well, 

ignore about the stuffs on the racks and table, 

nicer right?

The steel cage had been lengthen,

Recently, I am watching 步步惊心.

Outdated again, haha..

Anyway, my main point is that I am so pity of the 8th prince.

the story background is alike with 宫琐玉心.

However I personally prefer the latter movie even everyone said that the primer is better.

I like happy ending, dislike cruelty.

I cry a lot watching these drama,

it makes me feel life is so twisted,

hungering for something,

that might be not real,

not far yet not near.

Love,

it makes me wonder that am I still wandering in my dream and imagination?

I don't love any man right now,

if I'm being loved again,

will I be the same as before?

I become coward in front of love.

I cannot believe someone can love me for eternally.

Now, 

I realise that I am afraid in front of guys.

Pretend to be indifferent, be calm and not to look into their eyes.

Even they show some simple action on my,

or speak of something to get near to me,

I could not react on that.

I am coward to reply their messages,

afraid of amusing them.

I am so tired,

I am so scared to be hurt again.

I can't believe and fall to the trap again.

Love,

I might be alone forever.

There will be no man can stay near to my soul,

never again.

So just be single,

=]

My roommates were worried for me,

they asked me whether to introduce some nice men to me.

I just burst in laughter.

Nice man? 

I met before, but he met a nice soul partner at the end.

Someone not like me.

I am a weird lady,

weird lady is hard to get someone who understand and be able to stay beside.

weird lady just stay alone and spend for own :)

happy though. =]

don't ask me to be loved again,

i'm not able to, even I said I want to.

Hmm..

Sound pessimistic?

Haha.. that's me, which come in pack.

Saw Mey <3 p="">

It happens

It was a surprising call.

I had never expect it would happen this way.

Just after an hour I posted my latest blog,

I received the result I had long waited.

I was accepted by faculty of Chemistry of USM.

The feeling was so great as I had been receiving gift from God.

Law of attraction, it happens!

Believe in what you think you will do.

everything will happen,

there is hope that can be created  by ourselves.

Never ever believe that God will arrange our future for us.

Never ever let your fate turn you out.

I learnt a lesson:

God only give hope and chance to those who work and wish for it.

we are the master of our fate.

that's why I learn it.

I will be enrolled to USM for the coming semester,

study as a first year student.

Nevermind,

I'm glad to my decision.

My mind is steel and my path is decided.

Just bless my luck will be continue to work on. :)

updating you

welcome to my blog,

even i know only a few will be follow up my blog,

i really appreciate that you care about my status.

My hair is this long and this is my room.

the yellow covered bed on my right side is my bed.

with pictures hanging on the steel :)

I was having diarrhoe since last night because i ate too much spicy food.

I hope that my waist can be smaller by that.. xD

later I will be having lab at 2pm.

I hate to walk so much and wait for the bus.

anyway, surviving is not a problem here.

I'm quite adapted to surrounding :D

Jia you!!

first of all,

i would like to talk about my friends in UMS.

this semester,

i am going well with my housemates and coursemates.

my housemate who lives next o my room is cai hoong,

which i will call rainbow :)

actually,

one of my housemate left at the beginning of this semester due to her ambition.

I sincerely wish her all the best in achieving her dream. 

i think we are so lucky to meet her here.

because of her presence,

we have the passion and start to work on cooking on our own.

her name is yeoh shu teng,

a girl who is half penangite too.

haha :)

recently,

i learnt to cook and start to love cooking.

it's fun,

but i still haven't learn the skill to choose ingredients.

what a malfunction chef. xD

a failed soup was cook yesterday,

this was because I don't know how to flavour the soup with canned corn. 

I felt it was a torture to finish the soup with the taste i was not familiar with.

Hmm..

I guess I can do better next time and no more canned corn.

I prefer fresh 'jagung'!!

xD

besides that,

I had joined my friend's birthday celebration at 1B last Sunday.

she was my coursemate and her name is Tan Siak Ying,

She is a cute, sweet and kind lady :)

outgoing sometimes.

playing lame jokes like I do.

I hope that she will be in health and happiness with us in Sabah :)

We went to sing K in K-box 1B.

The system was definitely not as good as Redbox.

9people were stuffed in 3people room,

suffering with 2 mics.

haha..

i sang until my lungs were going to shrink.

anyway,

I felt so great to sing.

I like to sing,

and i think my voice is elegant. (aisheh..personal assumption.. no offend.. xD) 

i want to go redbox, but i guess i will have not enough credit to do so.. sob sob.. TT

Next, this was about my application to USM faculty of Chemistry.

i asked my dad to complete my application through the formal way by passing through my dad's head officer before he retired.

I really hope that this will work out.

I don't want to end up taking the course I have no interest and even struggle everytime I wake up from my dream.

I might be late, but not too late.

I am waiting for call, a call from unknown number.

My brother couldn't contact the officer right now as he still did not pick up his phone.

I know God is giving me a challenge.

I know I won't give up until the devil cross by.

I will pay up my token for the gamble. 

I will win it, I feel it. I wish for it.

God bless Saw Mey.

Well, I bought a novel called 'Anna Dressed in Blood' last Sunday.

I never found any interest with the story about love or vampire.

However, this book draw my attention.

It began with the cover,

it showed some creepy yet some grief feeling.

'A story of a boy meets girl, girl kills people story..'

I managed to finished to finish four chapters yesterday and the girl hasn't come to the title.

It is so fishy. haha.

Anyway, it was my first bought novel,

i will treasure it as much as i could.

By the way,

i learnt the word 'hitchhiker'.

haha.. 

Lastly, I am so glad to know that my brother is going to buy a new car.

relying on his own. :)

I guess he is going well with his present work.

He got the skill of sociallising.

The talent that I want the most in my life.

by the way, let's have a briefly view on the car..

I think it is nice and cool :)

he is still kia lover. haha.. hope to sit on you soon :) 

wait until my long sem break bah~~ xD

Kia Forte with a big butt

I think its front looks quite alike with Honda city

I wonder what colour will my bro pick.

I hope not red again. haha.. 

anway, that's all for today :)

take care my friends.

I will be back in 3days more :DD

Saw Mey Letitia <3 p="">