不愿意再为你了…
朋友们都开始抗议了。。
到底我们要怎样？
我们都认了彼此的感觉，
但却没有勇气开始。。
我不懂你…
你可以告诉诗敏你有很明显地关心我
但为何你不能先开口关心我呢？
每次都等到我先开口才肯关心我？
我们现在的状况不生也不死。。
我们认定了彼此的感觉，
却没有权力干涉彼此的事。。
好彷徨的感觉。
都怪我是女生
好不公平，
为何只有我在意？
你…
真的让我好烦！
让我没事找事烦…
Sunday, March 29, 2009
不会吧？
我是不是真的很重色轻友呢？
希望会有个答案…
希望有来过此部落格的朋友们能回答…
老娘可不会对你们作出任何事。
我只要你们的意见…
我会慢慢反省并改进。
如之前有何冒犯请原谅老娘。
哈哈。。
对不起喔。。艳玲和翊卿。。
我没察觉到…
我实在是很抱歉
因为不能在第一时间
在你们难过的时候给予鼓励和安慰…
我承认最近我只在乎宁安而忽略了你们。
因为宁安考得不好，
我为他担心，虽然他不怎么在意，
但我愿他一切安好。
其实我知道玲你的成绩不是很理想，
而你很难过，
但因为我当时不知道原来你那么在意我的鼓励，
因此我没多加陪伴你度过。对不起。。
我没想过我原来曾带给你如此多的欢乐，
我对我影响周围的能力一直没信心。
但听蓉慧告诉我你的想法时，
我真的很感动，
原来我是会带来欢乐的人，
在朋友中，我是有贡献的。
我现在才察觉。
现在我知道了，我不会再让你们失望了。
去年你们给了我坚持的勇气，
今年我得成为你们的加油站，
为你们加油！
至于翊卿…
你怎么可以这样咧？
我们可是交心的朋友呐。
有什么不同意的就该告诉我啊！
怎么可以怕我乱想呢？
告诉你…
其实我很迷糊的，
当我专注于一件事，
我身边的事物我都看不清了，
所以成为朋友就是要提醒我。
那天我真的是满重色的我承认，
呵呵…但你要告诉我啊！
你不说我哪儿知啊？
原谅我吧！
不会有下次了…
哼！你叫到，宁安算舍？！哈哈…
够诚意了吧？
不过…
偶尔也体谅我一下下吧…
因为现在没有他的我已经开始神经失常了。
最近有时我会发小脾气或发酒疯，
都愿你们能原谅我，
因为我不能保证我能处理得面面俱到，
我只是很渺小的素媚…
希望会有个答案…
希望有来过此部落格的朋友们能回答…
老娘可不会对你们作出任何事。
我只要你们的意见…
我会慢慢反省并改进。
如之前有何冒犯请原谅老娘。
哈哈。。
对不起喔。。艳玲和翊卿。。
我没察觉到…
我实在是很抱歉
因为不能在第一时间
在你们难过的时候给予鼓励和安慰…
我承认最近我只在乎宁安而忽略了你们。
因为宁安考得不好，
我为他担心，虽然他不怎么在意，
但我愿他一切安好。
其实我知道玲你的成绩不是很理想，
而你很难过，
但因为我当时不知道原来你那么在意我的鼓励，
因此我没多加陪伴你度过。对不起。。
我没想过我原来曾带给你如此多的欢乐，
我对我影响周围的能力一直没信心。
但听蓉慧告诉我你的想法时，
我真的很感动，
原来我是会带来欢乐的人，
在朋友中，我是有贡献的。
我现在才察觉。
现在我知道了，我不会再让你们失望了。
去年你们给了我坚持的勇气，
今年我得成为你们的加油站，
为你们加油！
至于翊卿…
你怎么可以这样咧？
我们可是交心的朋友呐。
有什么不同意的就该告诉我啊！
怎么可以怕我乱想呢？
告诉你…
其实我很迷糊的，
当我专注于一件事，
我身边的事物我都看不清了，
所以成为朋友就是要提醒我。
那天我真的是满重色的我承认，
呵呵…但你要告诉我啊！
你不说我哪儿知啊？
原谅我吧！
不会有下次了…
哼！你叫到，宁安算舍？！哈哈…
够诚意了吧？
不过…
偶尔也体谅我一下下吧…
因为现在没有他的我已经开始神经失常了。
最近有时我会发小脾气或发酒疯，
都愿你们能原谅我，
因为我不能保证我能处理得面面俱到，
我只是很渺小的素媚…
1A examination result..(me de)
not v good..
but overall 4 me..
its improved..
SUB. Xadd 20 after add mar. kerja kur.
BM 53 63
BC 66 73
BI 67 74
BIO 65 72
CHE 64 71
PHY 77 82
AM 66 73
MM 82 86
SEJ 70 76
PM 66 73
SIV 100 100
TOTAL 3369
total average
according 2 74.67
hehs system
i'm de last when last yr exam..
now i'm sure i'm not de bottom 10..
but it is not enough 4 me..
hope tat i could improve more 4 de nex, nexnex n nexnexnex examination..
thx 4 c'ing me talking nonsense..
sekian,terima kasih!
but overall 4 me..
its improved..
SUB. Xadd 20 after add mar. kerja kur.
BM 53 63
BC 66 73
BI 67 74
BIO 65 72
CHE 64 71
PHY 77 82
AM 66 73
MM 82 86
SEJ 70 76
PM 66 73
SIV 100 100
TOTAL 3369
total average
according 2 74.67
hehs system
i'm de last when last yr exam..
now i'm sure i'm not de bottom 10..
but it is not enough 4 me..
hope tat i could improve more 4 de nex, nexnex n nexnexnex examination..
thx 4 c'ing me talking nonsense..
sekian,terima kasih!
Monday, March 23, 2009
haha.. maybe i can liv better..
nothing more important now..
hehe..
study study study..
today result not v good..
bit disappointed..
but something makes me happier..
is tat now i feel wat is really a love feel like..
haha..
dun wan say more..
although we just be fren..
we could be better..
i'm ready to b ur caring fren 4ever..
de main is tat i noe u like me too..
its enough 4 me..
i wish u could liv better..
smile oways^^
hehe..
study study study..
today result not v good..
bit disappointed..
but something makes me happier..
is tat now i feel wat is really a love feel like..
haha..
dun wan say more..
although we just be fren..
we could be better..
i'm ready to b ur caring fren 4ever..
de main is tat i noe u like me too..
its enough 4 me..
i wish u could liv better..
smile oways^^
Friday, March 20, 2009
寫寫沒事干
很想証明給大家看
我是有能力的，擁有打不死蟑螂的精神
但一直是失敗收場。。
且往往把自己最脆弱的一面都顯示了出來。
很討厭。
我愿我是個非常理智的人，
也不愿當個軟弱的人。
討厭像林黛玉那樣的女人，
軟趴趴的。
最狠毒的女人便是那種搶了還理所當然的人。
成功是每個人都想，
但不是每一次都能。
努力不一定成功，
但至少不會留有遺憾。
自私有時候是為了要保障自己，
我能了解，也能諒解，
只是別過份。。
唉，寫了那麼多，都不知有什麼好寫的了。。
只有失望恐懼圍繞我…
再會吧！
我是有能力的，擁有打不死蟑螂的精神
但一直是失敗收場。。
且往往把自己最脆弱的一面都顯示了出來。
很討厭。
我愿我是個非常理智的人，
也不愿當個軟弱的人。
討厭像林黛玉那樣的女人，
軟趴趴的。
最狠毒的女人便是那種搶了還理所當然的人。
成功是每個人都想，
但不是每一次都能。
努力不一定成功，
但至少不會留有遺憾。
自私有時候是為了要保障自己，
我能了解，也能諒解，
只是別過份。。
唉，寫了那麼多，都不知有什麼好寫的了。。
只有失望恐懼圍繞我…
再會吧！
LOVE STORY--taylor swift
We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd and say hello;
Little did I know
That you were Romeo;
you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,begging you, 'Please, don't go.'"
And I said,"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
"So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.So close your eyes;
escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'"
And I said,"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
Romeo save me - they're tryin' to tell me how to feel;
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a life story - baby just say "Yes.'
"Oh.I got tired of waiting,Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town,
And I said,"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in thy head? I don't know what to think-
"He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet - you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad - go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
"Oh, oh.
We were both young when I first saw you...
tis is a lyric of "love story".. nice song..my favourite song recently..
can go hear.. u'll like it.. n de lyrics is nice..
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd and say hello;
Little did I know
That you were Romeo;
you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,begging you, 'Please, don't go.'"
And I said,"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
"So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.So close your eyes;
escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'"
And I said,"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
Romeo save me - they're tryin' to tell me how to feel;
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a life story - baby just say "Yes.'
"Oh.I got tired of waiting,Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town,
And I said,"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in thy head? I don't know what to think-
"He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet - you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad - go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
"Oh, oh.
We were both young when I first saw you...
tis is a lyric of "love story".. nice song..my favourite song recently..
can go hear.. u'll like it.. n de lyrics is nice..
17th of mac
today is tuesday...
we goin to bukit bendera 4 hiking..
waste time..
coz we juz climbed 1 fifth of de hill..
n reason is bcoz me moon ry n jojo took de shortcut way..
but it seems tat not a right decison..
coz de road is unwalkable..
there was a collapsed tree trunk on de middle..
n moon keep falling coz there were a lot of leaf..
n ola,sw n och misunderstand tat we took de way down de hill..
so they went down..
but actually we continue our road after return from de shortcut..
wat a big fool?
we all go down..haiz..
n de most sori is tat lin aun had to run up n down de hill to find us alone..
he climb 2-3 times to find us..
really feel sori 2 him..
he is responsible man..
n after he found us taking shortcut down de hill,
we all go 4 lunch..
ry ride his own motor,
moon sat on och motor n
me wif lin aun..
sw had to wait wiv jojo
coz jojo got no helmet
n he need ry to send ola's helmet to them
n sw fetch jojo to pizza hut near gurney..
when i ride ola's motor
he khiam khiam crush on de big roundabt at de gurney..
i shout so loud..
luckily,he success to control his handle..
told him not to ride so fast d..
actually i felt v xin fu when sat behind him..
i'm holding on his shirt when sat his motor..
i felt safe enough..
in my mind there was a sentence tell me tat he would protect me..
so i felt tat de moment of tat time is considered as my most enjoyed moment in my life..
幸福是很唯妙的。
它可以很簡單
只要是能體會到的，
那就是最真實的。
我從來不曾說過我愛誰，因為我沒有經歷過愛，
只有欣賞与仰慕。
因此我不敢說我愛他，
但至少我的感覺勝于喜歡。
沒有目標的人生，就如沒有花蜜的蝴蝶一樣。
沒有了色彩，也沒有了方向。
對你，我失去了反擊的能力。
只好接受，只有隨緣。
你是最燿眼的光芒，至少在我眼中
你永遠是。。。
we goin to bukit bendera 4 hiking..
waste time..
coz we juz climbed 1 fifth of de hill..
n reason is bcoz me moon ry n jojo took de shortcut way..
but it seems tat not a right decison..
coz de road is unwalkable..
there was a collapsed tree trunk on de middle..
n moon keep falling coz there were a lot of leaf..
n ola,sw n och misunderstand tat we took de way down de hill..
so they went down..
but actually we continue our road after return from de shortcut..
wat a big fool?
we all go down..haiz..
n de most sori is tat lin aun had to run up n down de hill to find us alone..
he climb 2-3 times to find us..
really feel sori 2 him..
he is responsible man..
n after he found us taking shortcut down de hill,
we all go 4 lunch..
ry ride his own motor,
moon sat on och motor n
me wif lin aun..
sw had to wait wiv jojo
coz jojo got no helmet
n he need ry to send ola's helmet to them
n sw fetch jojo to pizza hut near gurney..
when i ride ola's motor
he khiam khiam crush on de big roundabt at de gurney..
i shout so loud..
luckily,he success to control his handle..
told him not to ride so fast d..
actually i felt v xin fu when sat behind him..
i'm holding on his shirt when sat his motor..
i felt safe enough..
in my mind there was a sentence tell me tat he would protect me..
so i felt tat de moment of tat time is considered as my most enjoyed moment in my life..
幸福是很唯妙的。
它可以很簡單
只要是能體會到的，
那就是最真實的。
我從來不曾說過我愛誰，因為我沒有經歷過愛，
只有欣賞与仰慕。
因此我不敢說我愛他，
但至少我的感覺勝于喜歡。
沒有目標的人生，就如沒有花蜜的蝴蝶一樣。
沒有了色彩，也沒有了方向。
對你，我失去了反擊的能力。
只好接受，只有隨緣。
你是最燿眼的光芒，至少在我眼中
你永遠是。。。
i'm lost...
de solution really effective..
but i dun think it is a solution anymore..
coz it becomes really serious tat i really like u day after day..
deeper n deeper,feel got stronger n stronger..
u make me change 2 a person tat strange 4 me..
i'm waiting 4 ur message everyday,
even every moment..
miss of u..
tat day i thought u dun wan sms me anymore..
but u just reply me after 11o'clock..
u busy of ur activities..
i noe..
but i just angry of u..
but i couldn't told u..
so i lied to u..
i told u tat i'm angry of a girl..
actually i'm quite surprise tat u cares abt wat i said tat day..
i feel ur cares..although u juz mean as fren..
u said u wold like 2 talk wiv me when i nid..
i'm really touch..
n since tat moment,
i noe u r de 1 i'm finding 4 so long..
no1 can relly affect my lifestyle currently except u..
i can't stop thinking of u..
but i noe de realistic tat u won accept me..
u wan concentrate on study place achiements higher den lov in ur mind..
so i can't do anything..
i dun wan to get hurt..
coz i noe u'll hurt me deeper if u reject me..
i never like tat b4..
i'm become timid..
wat should i do?
i'm scare.. n lost..
but i dun think it is a solution anymore..
coz it becomes really serious tat i really like u day after day..
deeper n deeper,feel got stronger n stronger..
u make me change 2 a person tat strange 4 me..
i'm waiting 4 ur message everyday,
even every moment..
miss of u..
tat day i thought u dun wan sms me anymore..
but u just reply me after 11o'clock..
u busy of ur activities..
i noe..
but i just angry of u..
but i couldn't told u..
so i lied to u..
i told u tat i'm angry of a girl..
actually i'm quite surprise tat u cares abt wat i said tat day..
i feel ur cares..although u juz mean as fren..
u said u wold like 2 talk wiv me when i nid..
i'm really touch..
n since tat moment,
i noe u r de 1 i'm finding 4 so long..
no1 can relly affect my lifestyle currently except u..
i can't stop thinking of u..
but i noe de realistic tat u won accept me..
u wan concentrate on study place achiements higher den lov in ur mind..
so i can't do anything..
i dun wan to get hurt..
coz i noe u'll hurt me deeper if u reject me..
i never like tat b4..
i'm become timid..
wat should i do?
i'm scare.. n lost..
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