break up

at last, we failed in this relationship. we ended this up peacefully and perfectly in the way i needed. i knew it won't last since the day you refused to deliver me a kiss. i knew. i was not the precious you love anymore. this ending relieved me even more than i thought. stitch, the feeling of loving you was still that fresh in my soul. it was just that you not feeling the same as i did anymore. instead of saying that you gave me back my freedom, i was fed up with you. the way you treated me after last year's oct was sucks! i tried my best to fit in the way you wanted. i lost myself. i was not going to hate you, because i was not that sad after a sleep this morning.
like what 'big momma' taught me.
'rather be alone for the rest of life than stay with the guy that not suitable for us for a minute.'
thx for let off me. never treat your future lady in the way you end off with me.

anyway, out of expect that i feel happy whenever i thought of you all the day. the bad has been forgotten. all in my mind was the sweet memories you gave me. i smile when the moment i thought of you when i woke up. i tore the pic i sticked on my phone last time and i kept it in my 'treasure box'.

you gave me the happy memories. thanks for that. i hope that you would not feel guilty and good luck on your coming exams and hardships. finally,don't worry of me, i'm super strong.. i'm perfectly fine. c?

so take care too ya..lin aun^^