unexpected outing

i had ended my job in senyum mart on 31st july. so i asked my supervisor ah chye uncle and bee eng jie to have a meeting. we had high tea at chaistime and dinner at o2 leaf with wei leong. my unexpected outing was happened in the middle of getting lunch and dinner with them. i went out chatting with a friend together at jelutong busstop. he guided me to the bus stop and got in the 303 bus after some chat. i felt so familiar with this action. this was how i alwsys did with my friends when i was in form5. he paid for the bus ticket and we were heading to perangin. i felt safe :) and excited. we had window shopping and talking non stop. I found out that we had a lot of common interest. I like the atmosphere with him. I enjoyed walking beside him and stood in front of him when the bus were shaking. Maybe that he was tall and wide broader shoulder. He looked protective. It might be a short term illumination I got attracted by him for somehow... It had been so long that I did not get interested with a man. He was after him. I knew that I was just too lonely. And we were impossible to improve. Just wan u to know that you were a nice guy :) I don't know what u felt today, I was having a great happy day. I hope that u feel so. Thanks for walking beside me but not front of me. Accompanying me to shop and home. I felt chemically attracted. All the best and good luck to you. Thanks for ttreating like a good friend :) I will remember today :) even though u might just treat me like normal female friend.. Haha.. Have a nice day :)