vexed

I never thought life is easy, but I never know it can be that difficult for me to decide. After the working days, finally I get my rest time. I called to ptptn department and the officer told me that I had to terminate my ptptn before I can apply for the new university. I gasped and emptied-minded when I start to calculate the exact amount I had borrowed. It was not very huge but it was sufficient for me to be vexed. RM8,000. I wonder how I spent RM4,500 out of it. RM500 per month, what did I spend? I couldn't remember it.

I was greatly disappointed with our current government. Firstly, the price control. Second was the education system. It was a skin-based system. I was lucky because my dad worked for the government and I could get the offer easily. what was our sin to study in form 6? why can't we get what we deserve from our effort? Stop lying to our poor generation.

there are 2ways to choose. Either to clear the debt or just terminate it. (the aftermath is to be charged for 3% of the total owed every month, it is a big number, by means around RM300 annually) If I terminate the debt, I will need to pay the school fees plus the debt. Discussion with my parent will be brought on. I hope a better way will be figured out. God bless.