indecisive

Well, I seldom share my personal update to friends recently. So it is better for me to write them here as some of my friends will look up from here. This mid sem break, I get my full rest and did nothing great seriously. haha. I went to Ipoh and stay a night at her house. I was seriously fond to observe her gor gor. I had never met such a big fat dog in my life. Moreover, it was an stray dog before my friend's family adopted it.
Ok, let's begin with my main point. I had been hanging out frequently with Jason in these few weeks. This included lunch, dinner, supper and movie. I didn't have a proper reason to explain my action. I just did what my heart told me to. I thought he would never start up the topic, but it happened yesterday. I accompanied him to shop in Tesco. After that, he helped me to install Microsoft to my laptop in his car. He hold my hand suddenly and asked me whether want to take care of him. I went blanked and couldn't react. I replied 'no' with laughter. He let off my hand and continued with the installation. The second time was when he suddenly interlocking our fingers and asked me to become his girlfriend. Frankly, I was vacillated, I couldn't reject nor accept. It had been too fast for me but yet he was nice for me. So i replied to give me some times and we remained the same.
i'm sure my friends will think what i've done are absurdity, i feel the same too honestly, I will just give myself some time to understand more about him. never be too impetuous even i'm hesitated. Wish me all the best :)