Im not the only kind

It seems awkward to write it here but i just couldn't withold myself from doing it. Yeah. I was kind of too bored and went to read the blog of the FOB of my friend. As an overview, all of her blog posts is truly problematic. Complains, selfcentered and full with repention. It sounds so familiar with me. Yes. It was me. The one who used to tell my sorrow and resentful stories to the world. Especially using blogs. I see myself from her. The one who doesnt look at the bright side on her own and blaming the world for not treatenning us righful enough. It is a process to grow up. 

I hope that one day she can feel instead of the world is breaking her heart but to be contented on what she chose to be. She said she was not interested to continue on what she was studying right now. She had the chance to make a difference to her choice, but she only blamed her luck neither making a new decision nor changing her attitude. Life is hard to proceed if she continues to live like this. She is having acknowledgement of financial independence now like how i am facing too. Eagerly to show something to our family to prove that we are not that little anymore. Away from being bias towards her from what i heard from others. I see her being too pessimistic living in the world from her views. Stop caring other people's critism on us. Even she keeps saying being herself but she doesn't look happy at all. If she is not happy, that is not the point to be herself. Just all the best to you. 

Lastly, please never ever think to replace a man you loved so much with a man who loved you so much. It would end up hurting the man who loved you and breaking your heart knowing that the man you loved doesn't care at all. End of sharing. Try to digest my points of view too, sorry for taking your story. I just want to warn myself not to back to those time anymore.