不善心

自從面對了同伴與麵包的考驗後，自己起了不善心—妒忌。

這一個不善心是由自小的驕縱與傲慢心下萌芽的。

雖然世事有時並無法被自己掌控，但我得學會管理自己的身口意。我起的意念是因為我不了解當中的根本，當自己坐下好好思考後覺悟。別去計較事情的演變，生活無常，我得做好自己的本分，因為別人也是在做著他該做的本分。看清楚自己的墮落心，再精進。別讓不開心的磁場繼續流轉。正能量！做好本分，不是問題！加油！！微笑 :D

A little secret here

I used to hide myself in my comfort zone. Sometimes, it has been my habit to avoid solving problems on my own. For instance, actually i did not apply usm on my own efforts but through my father's benefit. It is time for me to step on my own feet and do something big. 

I has been dreamt of travelling overseas before but i never have courage enough to admit it. The main reason is about money. There are many things running through my mind every time i tried to step out of my comfort zone. The most profound experience was the time i want to study pharmacy so much and i stopped my pace because i couldn't solve the financial problems. I talk big but i do not have faith on my own idea. Im an easily dream-broken person. 

Now, i want a brand new experience and for the first time i'm doing research and putting a little more efforts in it. All the while, i have found that it isn't a hard process to learn new thing---discover new information. Desperate to get rid of the type of ostrich life. 

Work for it. Saw Mey. Step out, and live it. <3