i wan to scold a person...

recently many ppl in our class r facing frenship problems..
thins change a lot..
n i'm not ready to accept such a changes..
we aren't like last yr anymore..
we suspect each other,
talk abt their backbites..
feel sad n disappointed on it..
i dun wan like tis..
i more like 4s1 rather den 5s1..
sad..T-T..

u..
i noe i'm out of tis business..
but u make me feel curious on ur way of thinking..
how come u oni hear a ppl talk n think bad of yy?
u thought u noe evrything,but actually u r NOT!
n i'm mad of u..
u always talk dao li tat seems nonsence 4 us..
u think u r rite,ur decision,ur taste n everything..
but let me tell u.. u r totally wrong of it!!
y dun u get our explaination 1st b4 think bad of us?
u think yuan ker is always good?
do u noe hw bad is his mouth?
u just heard his rungutan..but hw abt yy?
i noe she feel really sad when u told carol tat "yy n jk oni wan kuasa"..
wat u meant by tis?
isn't u feel guilty on these words?
hw bad r u?!
den wat u wan them to do 4 UR society?
u wan them look useless?
yy is a jian qiang de girl.. but u noe?
she still a girl.. she is just more jian qiang den other girls..
tat dun meant tat u can hurt her by these words..
try to observe by ur eyes n use ur brain.. not eveything u saw r real..
n dun affect och to think bad of yy..
coz he is like u.. just belif who he belif but not de real..
i had misunderstand jing wei b4 n i really feel bad on it..
i just dun wan u to follow my steps..

I JUST WAN U TO C CLEARLY.. DUN TRY TO THINK BAD ON SOME1 TAT IS NOT WRONG..
WE R JUST FIGHT 4 OUR RITE..

i dun think u'll c my blog on tis page..but i hope i got chance to talk wif u abt tis..

愛得起就要放得下

人生只有一次，但機會不是…
人生不能重來，但機會能…
有些事決定了，就不該後悔也不該難過…
堅強的人是最勇敢的…
放開吧…
一切都是虛無的…
愛，是多麼累人啊！
還是一個人好…
卿…也許你說對了吧！

上天的游戏…

人類都如上天手中的一粒棋子，而我們的人生都如一盤遊戲一樣。
上天把不同的人安置在不同的位置上。
而這就像征著我們的出生背境及在生活中的地位…
然而遊戲規則則是上帝不會為我們作出選擇…
我們得自己判斷出路…
然而上帝的惡作劇導致我們遇上各種不一樣的難題來擾亂我們的思緒。
逼我們作出選擇…
而我越來越愛這麼一個遊戲了，
因為只有這樣人生才有意思…
雖然我目前的生活是如此的平凡，但我堅信，
未來我將成為一個不平凡的我。
我不會荒度我的人生…
既然我因為這個世界而幸福，我也要世界因為我而快樂！

好烦噢！

不愿意再为你了…
朋友们都开始抗议了。。
到底我们要怎样？
我们都认了彼此的感觉，
但却没有勇气开始。。
我不懂你…
你可以告诉诗敏你有很明显地关心我
但为何你不能先开口关心我呢？
每次都等到我先开口才肯关心我？
我们现在的状况不生也不死。。
我们认定了彼此的感觉，
却没有权力干涉彼此的事。。
好彷徨的感觉。
都怪我是女生
好不公平，
为何只有我在意？
你…
真的让我好烦！
让我没事找事烦…

不会吧？

我是不是真的很重色轻友呢？
希望会有个答案…
希望有来过此部落格的朋友们能回答…
老娘可不会对你们作出任何事。
我只要你们的意见…
我会慢慢反省并改进。
如之前有何冒犯请原谅老娘。
哈哈。。
对不起喔。。艳玲和翊卿。。
我没察觉到…
我实在是很抱歉
因为不能在第一时间
在你们难过的时候给予鼓励和安慰…
我承认最近我只在乎宁安而忽略了你们。
因为宁安考得不好，
我为他担心，虽然他不怎么在意，
但我愿他一切安好。
其实我知道玲你的成绩不是很理想，
而你很难过，
但因为我当时不知道原来你那么在意我的鼓励，
因此我没多加陪伴你度过。对不起。。
我没想过我原来曾带给你如此多的欢乐，
我对我影响周围的能力一直没信心。
但听蓉慧告诉我你的想法时，
我真的很感动，
原来我是会带来欢乐的人，
在朋友中，我是有贡献的。
我现在才察觉。
现在我知道了，我不会再让你们失望了。
去年你们给了我坚持的勇气，
今年我得成为你们的加油站，
为你们加油！
至于翊卿…
你怎么可以这样咧？
我们可是交心的朋友呐。
有什么不同意的就该告诉我啊！
怎么可以怕我乱想呢？
告诉你…
其实我很迷糊的，
当我专注于一件事，
我身边的事物我都看不清了，
所以成为朋友就是要提醒我。
那天我真的是满重色的我承认，
呵呵…但你要告诉我啊！
你不说我哪儿知啊？
原谅我吧！
不会有下次了…
哼！你叫到，宁安算舍？！哈哈…
够诚意了吧？
不过…
偶尔也体谅我一下下吧…
因为现在没有他的我已经开始神经失常了。
最近有时我会发小脾气或发酒疯，
都愿你们能原谅我，
因为我不能保证我能处理得面面俱到，
我只是很渺小的素媚…

1A examination result..(me de)

not v good..
but overall 4 me..
its improved..

SUB. Xadd 20 after add mar. kerja kur.
BM 53 63
BC 66 73
BI 67 74
BIO 65 72
CHE 64 71
PHY 77 82
AM 66 73
MM 82 86
SEJ 70 76
PM 66 73
SIV 100 100
TOTAL 3369
total average
according 2 74.67
hehs system

i'm de last when last yr exam..
now i'm sure i'm not de bottom 10..
but it is not enough 4 me..
hope tat i could improve more 4 de nex, nexnex n nexnexnex examination..
thx 4 c'ing me talking nonsense..
sekian,terima kasih!

haha.. maybe i can liv better..

nothing more important now..
hehe..
study study study..
today result not v good..
bit disappointed..
but something makes me happier..
is tat now i feel wat is really a love feel like..
haha..
dun wan say more..
although we just be fren..
we could be better..
i'm ready to b ur caring fren 4ever..
de main is tat i noe u like me too..
its enough 4 me..
i wish u could liv better..
smile oways^^

寫寫沒事干

很想証明給大家看
我是有能力的，擁有打不死蟑螂的精神
但一直是失敗收場。。
且往往把自己最脆弱的一面都顯示了出來。
很討厭。
我愿我是個非常理智的人，
也不愿當個軟弱的人。
討厭像林黛玉那樣的女人，
軟趴趴的。
最狠毒的女人便是那種搶了還理所當然的人。

成功是每個人都想，
但不是每一次都能。
努力不一定成功，
但至少不會留有遺憾。
自私有時候是為了要保障自己，
我能了解，也能諒解，
只是別過份。。

唉，寫了那麼多，都不知有什麼好寫的了。。
只有失望恐懼圍繞我…
再會吧！

LOVE STORY--taylor swift

We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd and say hello;
Little did I know
That you were Romeo;
you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,begging you, 'Please, don't go.'"
And I said,"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
"So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.So close your eyes;
escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'"
And I said,"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
Romeo save me - they're tryin' to tell me how to feel;
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a life story - baby just say "Yes.'
"Oh.I got tired of waiting,Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town,
And I said,"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in thy head? I don't know what to think-
"He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet - you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad - go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
"Oh, oh.
We were both young when I first saw you...

tis is a lyric of "love story".. nice song..my favourite song recently..
can go hear.. u'll like it.. n de lyrics is nice..

17th of mac

today is tuesday...
we goin to bukit bendera 4 hiking..
waste time..
coz we juz climbed 1 fifth of de hill..
n reason is bcoz me moon ry n jojo took de shortcut way..
but it seems tat not a right decison..
coz de road is unwalkable..
there was a collapsed tree trunk on de middle..
n moon keep falling coz there were a lot of leaf..
n ola,sw n och misunderstand tat we took de way down de hill..
so they went down..
but actually we continue our road after return from de shortcut..
wat a big fool?
we all go down..haiz..
n de most sori is tat lin aun had to run up n down de hill to find us alone..
he climb 2-3 times to find us..
really feel sori 2 him..
he is responsible man..
n after he found us taking shortcut down de hill,
we all go 4 lunch..
ry ride his own motor,
moon sat on och motor n
me wif lin aun..
sw had to wait wiv jojo
coz jojo got no helmet
n he need ry to send ola's helmet to them
n sw fetch jojo to pizza hut near gurney..
when i ride ola's motor
he khiam khiam crush on de big roundabt at de gurney..
i shout so loud..
luckily,he success to control his handle..
told him not to ride so fast d..
actually i felt v xin fu when sat behind him..
i'm holding on his shirt when sat his motor..
i felt safe enough..
in my mind there was a sentence tell me tat he would protect me..
so i felt tat de moment of tat time is considered as my most enjoyed moment in my life..
幸福是很唯妙的。
它可以很簡單
只要是能體會到的，
那就是最真實的。
我從來不曾說過我愛誰，因為我沒有經歷過愛，
只有欣賞与仰慕。
因此我不敢說我愛他，
但至少我的感覺勝于喜歡。
沒有目標的人生，就如沒有花蜜的蝴蝶一樣。
沒有了色彩，也沒有了方向。
對你，我失去了反擊的能力。
只好接受，只有隨緣。
你是最燿眼的光芒，至少在我眼中
你永遠是。。。