so boring la..

haiz...
lin aun now go camping d..
oni bac at 10th jun..
maybe he'll got no time to bother me liao la..
i think i'll miss him gua..
haha..
jus now go look 4 yee ling's blog..
wao..
she is now v pretty..
really change a lot..
things change when grown up..
wish tat she'll always b happy n wealth..^^
n i must slim down tis few months larh..
haha..
must be prettier..
gambate!!

6/6..phei shin food fair..

as a return 4 cant fetching me on fri..
i ask him 4 send me to de food fair..
he wore green shirt again.. haha..
but looks v smart..
he gav me de packs of dirty cloth tat i had left on jw's house yesterday..
n i gav him a keychain tat wrote on his last name..
chinese name..'aun'
den i went up to clear my clothes n change shoes..
he wait me downstairs..
when i came down..
he driv me till not far..
his motor sudden become imbalanced when turn direction..
waliao..
his motor puntured..
omg!!
y everytime i cause so much problems to him??
den i told yc not to go there 1st..
coz lin aun goin to find repairing centre..
but yesterday was agong b'day..
many shop din open..
i was worry 4 him.. n feel sori..
coz i'm so troublesomes..
den he came bac at around 7.30..
luckily.. he found de repairing shop..
den we went 4 de foodfair..
no ppl go ko when we reach..
i follow at his bac..
tis is de feel..
a guy walking in front me n leading me de way..
feel ... maybe... safe?
he is so charming everytime he shows independent..
den we saw huan xing them..
my god!!
thiam huat grown in size d..
haha..
he always perli me when we at primary..
n he v 'se' wan..
n zhi kun grow much much taller den last time d..
haha..
every1 changed..
n i 'wat' huan xing's coupons..
den mx come..
she oso 'wat' him..
huan xing still v nice..
feel not v satisfied..
coz de fren all i hope to c all bac d..
haiz..
cant gather..
hope to c them..
but i saw ho hui wen..
she din change much on looks..
but i heard tat her academics drops a lot.. haiz..
wish to c yen ling, shiau fern, yee ling, yin yee, jing han n lots..
but cant c u all.. haiz..
n i met moon..
she came wif her family..
haha..
n her mom donate cupcakes 4 de foodfair..
haha..
scare of cupcakes..
i walk wif meixue..
den dunno wan buy wat oso..
taking de free coupons walk here n there..
n many teachers din recognise us d..
all de close teacher wif us leave de sch d..
after we graduate.. they leave de sch..
miss them too..
looking at mx's bro..
feel v cute..
shy when i talk wif him..
still rmb his mv..
haha..
den around 9-10 sumthing..
we bac d..
de lin aun go kh house after drop me down..
he hav talk wif kh..
n yesterday was de zhong ji tian tuan..
ola support frenz..
n they won..
n he was so happy..
yo!!
cheap show.. haha..
wish tat he could always happy la..

fun day..(5/6)

me.. yy,ola,pjw,you gui, choon chieh, och n jojo had join 4 de holiday plan..
we go hiking at de air itam dam in 8.30am smtg..
me go fetch jojo..
n my original planning was destroyed..
haiz..
haha.. but nvm..
he tis time din call me go other where fetch him..
jus stop in front of his house..
tis time luckily he noe how to do..
din giv much troubles 4 me.. haha!!
de idiot ching at 1st said she got go den suddenly said her mom dun let her go..
haiz..
put me plane again..
but nvm la..*.*
we go pjw house 1st..
waliao..
his gate house v difficult to past through lo..
ride motor v tired la..
den we wait 4 others to come..
ola come.. och fetch yy come..
we den gav our pacs n rackets to pjw.. den we start our journey d..
i sit ola's motor..
hehe..
finally.. dream come true..
he wear green shirt..
me oso..
no wonder he join krs..
coz de uniform r green too...
haha..
actually i like green color especially apple green..
coz it givs a feel of comfort n fresh..
when reach there..
i saw wrong n thought tat och them had driv up hill d..
so mahuan ola nid to ride down hill..
me v gai.. haiz..haha..
yougui fetch jojo..
och fetch yy..
we climb together at 1st..
den de steel made ola climb so fast everytime..
den me n yy climbed together..
i cant talk too much while climbing coz nite b4 cant slept well..
feel lack of oxygen..
scare will faint..
n coz yy had to wait 4 me.. hehe..
when reach de top..
i cant speak anything..
coz feel bit pitam d.. haizz..
after get enough rest..
i go find yy..
den we go down find toilet..
n de gardener wearing a head cloth tat looks totally like robber..
haha..
den yy said it to me..
den de gardener sudden ans us tat de cloth is to prevent sunlight..
den we get shock..
he noes chi..
so siasui..>.<
den de ola n jojo go 4 de run d.. around de dam..
really crazy guys..
den we hav talk at de pondok..
wif och n you gui..
n we saw de weird words on de chair..
really geli..
after they bac..
jojo gasping so hardly 4 air..
n ola like din sweat any pun..
so incredible!!
den we go down hill liao..
we go kek lok shi..
den we bought smtg at there..
n make some wish from 'pusa'..
hope tat every1 stay happiness..
den we go 4 eat at air itam pasar..
so long no go there eat d..
i rmb las time when i;m v small..
got a stall tat sells gold fish..
but din saw it anymore..
things really change a lot when we din discover it..
den after eat..
we move to jing wei house..
his house no ppl anymore..
we play hia ps2..
me n yy ketagihan..
playing de race car..
haha..
i'm always get 1st..
n yy get last..
n i said..
tis is de different btw a person tat hav 'p' n a person without 'p' licence..
she kept quiet.. haha..
1st time shot ka she dun talk any.. hehe..
den we go 4 de permata stadium 4 play badminton..
waliao..
after play a while wif yy i felt my brain wan burst d..
tis is de effect of doin vigourous exe while not enough rest..
hav many nite cant slept well d..
den i let my position to och..
n hav a hp talk wif yc..
using his hp..
n de yc hp suddenly close coz her hp short short d..
i den rest at side..
looking at them playing..
rong yao n choon chieh join us at tis time..
de yy stamina really good..
din rest 4 any since enter de court..
every1 scare of her..
n de funky och play wif her..
keep doin stupid action n let me record in video d..
haha..
den i hear songs wif my hp at sides..
den they encourage me to play badminton wif ola..
at de last 5mins..
she invited me to play..
n i play..
n play well at 1st..
den he sudden leg tiok stretch..
really gai..
everytime wif me..
he sure got things happen..
haiz..
den i still mahuan him to sent me to pjw house..
n he actually wan bac home d liaode..
de he dun wan bac d..
n stay at there play com game..
i feel v tired n my brain v painful..
den he take down all de things at de sofa..
n call me rest at there..
n i actually..
i v touch at tat time..
but i din said anything..
den he noe me v hard d..
n he 'cui' yy to bath fast so tat i can take rest after bath at jing wei's room..
i saw all of it..
it sweet my heart..
thx 4 god 4 let me noe him..
den after bath..
i go jing wei house to take a nap..
i slept jing wei's bro bed..
n yy slept jing wei's bed..
den i cant sleep at all coz my head relly feel dizzy..
den i change my pant..
continue lay on bed..
den hav some talk wif yy..
after a while..
she woke up n change cloth too..
i wear de shitr i bought wif yc them..
yy wear skirt..
she hav a lot of belt la..
everytime not same wan..
den we start to go to gurney to watch 'terminators'..
we go eat at de restaurant opposite de pghs..
den de foods we cal come so late..
so ola go to take de book tickets 4 us 1st coz he had finished his dinner..
i driv my own motor..
n fetch yy..
coz i scare i'll lost in de middle way to gurney..
so i find her accompany me.. v sui le? hehe..
den we go mph to meet ola n och..
n den go 4 de cineme liao..
lol..
v gai lo..
my brain full of ques marks when de movie starts..
coz i din watch any series of it b4..
really gai..
wan sleep d..
n de movie so bloody.. not v like.. not scary oso..
but tat's oni my own thinking nia la..
others so enjoy..
den after watch..
we wan bac d..
but de door of gurney close d..
need to walk far to find way out..
pai mia..
haha..
after bac...
i receive msg tat said tat pjw kene saman..
really gai..
wish his 'p' nothin la..
a fun day..
tis maybe is de las gathering we hav 4 tis year..
coz near spm d..
wish all my frenz good luck lar..
n frenz 4ever!!

5/6th 2009.. full marathon day..(photo)

i lazy to rearrange de order d..

so jus put it like tat..

haha..

FULL MARATHON DAY guess whose legs is tat..

wat a slim long legs..

haha..

de yy no face c me..

y ppl al so acare me take pic??

haha...

tis is wat he acts when me n madame 'wat' him to wash our dish..

haha..

dunno wat he doin..

jus feel pity on him..hehe..

n tis is pjw..

he is always like 'bao mu' since we r form 1..

coz he too likes mother liao..

he wash de plates after we eat at ola's house..

i took tis pic dunno 4 wat oso..

jus feel tat its v peaceful..

took while came down from de dam..

tis is jojo n you gui..
sambil walk sambil talk..
continue enjoy..
din even realize my hp camera was aim on them..


leaving me at de bac..

coz knowing me so lame..

like took pic on others..

haha..

madame walk alone..
haha..
n now i wan do sme shock things 2 her..
jus watch..
scroll down..
nex pic wil tell u..

still took pic..

but jus look at her..

haha..

wat a big mouth!!

no wonder so enjoying talk n syok sendiri..

tis pic..
she totally like lao yi..

haha..

oso looks like pendatang haram..

putting a towel on head..

hehe..

tis is mr. ola..

wat a crazy n unbreakable body..

run around de air itam dam without resting..

he ran together wif mr. jojo..

he ran so fast tat he came bac 1st..

den jojo misssing 4 a while..

y he got such an unblivable strength??

yo!!

pity jojo..

keep gasping 4 air n tired 4 running tat long dis..

look at his hand..

full of sweat..

crazy wan..

but haha..

he got a lot of muscles but still slow den ola..

haha..

but din perli him..

haha..

look at och's 'yam yam' de eyes..

looking at de hp..

dunno c wat hor??

haha..

maybe porn inside..

who noes??

haha..

luckily he dun hav internet..

so cant c tis blog..

if no..sure mad wif me..hehe..

yo..

wat a breaking curse on de chair..

ALL LOV END HERE_

it is pahat on de chair deeply..

dunno whose heart broken here..
so scary..

now u noe y i lik to take pics of och?
always so clumsy..
geli n girly..
haha..
sit oso cant sit good..
but still a nice buddy..
cute^^
he is ours girls' 'sister'..
de most close guy btw girls..
he noes a lot of things of us..

here is where de air itam dam located..

so big tat not as i expected..
quite enjoy at here..

at qb..

we qb on wed..

c wat black idiot did to st..

coz frustrated of waiting too long 4 de kim gary to open..

very very gai..

coz we all starve 4 food..

we go too early liao..

st's idea to go so early..

blame her..

hahaha!!!

tis is took b4 de food comin..

yc n yl..

tis pic me look so fat..

aiyo..

but still upload it..

yi ching's food came 1st..

c..

she show off to us..blek;p

tis is st's pork cheese dunno duno wat..

simple cal 'chu pa fan'..

haha..

she ate till face turns red..

coz de cheese really dunno how to explain..

too much liao..

eat till geli..

u c..
yc always different wif us..
no matter in skin color.. o wat..
de most black jus was her one..
haha..

tis is de most disgusting dessert in tis universe..
dunno wat flavor pun..
bcoz of tis thing..
miss lame st rite comment 4 de restaurant tat should take away tis dessert..
waliao..
n we put all our surname to create a customer name..
n de most gai is..
we put jojo's hp no inside..
haha..

tis is my food..

yo..

v large in quantity..

eat till my mo chang..

tis pic is after we ride bus bac from qb..

really gai tat..

de mo liong st n yc sitting at de place khas 4 OKU..

shameful lo..

den we nex station to perangin..

den we bought de same cloyhes..

'hip hop'

tat day really hisap many money lo...lol

we watched 'nit at de museum 2'..

actually quite sweat n funny nia..

no climax de..

n we bac at abt 5-6pm..

tired..

n my leg wan patah d..

coz wear high heel..

really pain lo..

but yc not differ from me oso la..

she wear desmall small shoes..

haiz..

tis cal..'zi gei lo lui sui'..haha..

几经考虑过…

因为发生了一些事…
我把我的部落格换了网址…
如今谜团和我的心结都解开了。
我几经考虑想…
我写部落格的本意就是要让大家更了解我。
而这里也是我唯一能发泄的地方。
为何我要为了小事而放掉我的“垃圾筒”呢？
我会把我的网址换回。
至于你们是否看到就随缘吧！

我回来了！！

背叛。。

我受到了对自己的背叛。。
我永远永远不会再写部落格了！！
就算写。。
我也不再公诸于世了。
我跟我自己说…
流过这次的泪…
我就不会再为他痴情了…
我醒了。
原来我太会幻想了…
我不爱了…
这部落格…
我以后一句话也不再写了…
再见…
我真的很痛。
为什么要给我希望？？
我不要再爱了…

又是我

太无聊了…
这个星期的假期有好多好多的节目噢！
明天我将会跟卿，婷，玲，慧，敏一起去王后湾。
好久没出去了。
很想快点到…
这次的考试把我彻底地折磨了千百遍…
有点透不过气的感觉。
昨天晚上有个跟我要好的朋友又跟另一半差点闹分了。
其实，
是我们太执着了吧…
唉…
要学会惜福哟！
也有个要好的朋友向我述苦。
当个主席不容易啊！
是自己无法认同自己在学会中的位置，
觉得占据了有能力的人的位置。
同时对自己也有百舨的没自信。
很想帮她，但我无能为力。
希望她别再难过了…要振作噢！
你说你希望在AGM之前立下些战绩，
我祝你能达到啊！
别放弃~~

对于他的冷漠，
也许习惯了，
有点麻木了。
但我对于等待已经不放期待了。
等待总是换来空白…
什么都做不到了。
也许我没有敏那般的勇气，
勇敢地摊牌…
所以，我只能继续等待…
有时候觉得自己很笨，
但又怎样呢？！
都已经笨了那么久，何不笨下去？
又没人笑我。
～～愿意等。。

昨天，我的二舅和阿姨来我家。
他们是来跟我父母商谈的。
但要怎样解决我哥的那笔卡债。
他欠了十七千多的卡债未能还。。
我也有点担心，
他们的到来让我察觉事情的严重性。
我当了我哥的二五仔，
报告给他知道。
咳…
不过我还满衰的，
因为我顾着在房间听歌读书，
根本不知道外面在闹什么。。
也许我妈哭了，
我爸被驳地说不出话来，
我也不知道。
总之可悲啊！！
我哥问我：“有这种哥哥你会不会觉得丢脸啊？”
我那时候说真的…有…
因为他让爸妈受累了。
但我没说什么一口否认了。
因为我知道他大部分刷的卡都是用在我跟姐的身上。
所以算起来，
是我们害他的…
真是家家有本难念的经呀！！

今天本来不想开电脑的，
但…
有很多话想说…
我每一天都有一大堆一大堆的话想说，
但都怕朋友会嫌我烦。
因为…
我终于认同了芳的方法。
打电话找朋友聊…
但我手机没那么多钱，
所以我只想用家里电话。
但有多少朋友能方便通过家里电话聊的呢？
敏的家族太大了，身边都会有人。
卿～好像没听过她讲家里有电话〖哈〗
雪～家的电话总是打不通
莹～好像不认同我的看法，所以一直不是我谈心的对象。
不过还是一样疼她^^
芳～她不知道我的事，牛头不对马嘴。
会是她讲得比我多。不过她是很重友谊的，被她感动过。
玲～咳，她比我还忙…天天补习，还好意思用我的事来烦她吗？
剩下的就算了吧！讲了等于没讲…
只能在这发泄了。

最近这几个月一拿起手机，
就会重复地看到这几种时间…
是有什么意思吗？
是巧合吗？
以下就是我看到的数字：
0000 0101 0202 0505 0606 1212 1313 1515
1616 1717 1818 1919 2020 2121 2222 2323
剩下8种重叠的时间是我没见过的罢了。
这些时间都不是我故意等到的。
而是不留意之间看到的。
我总是觉得它带有意思。
是在看到完剩下8种的时间后就会有事发生吗？
期待着…

还有我的网址换了…
不再是misssour了。。
因为想保密起来了…哈…
给较亲密的朋友知道就好了。

analysis of my exam sub...

tis time my results will be extremly worse den ever..
1st BC..die..so standard..dunno how to ans..
BM... dunno novel write wat..
julia got bapa saudara n help her buat perniagaan??
haha..
BI.. same la..won fail.. but at de same time won get A too..
BIO.. die most gai btwn 3 sc sub..
all dunno how to do..
PHY.. ppr 1 not bad..ppr 2..wait die la..
CHE... ppr1 adi wrong 15q..so how is ppr2 le??
i no eyes c liao..bad..
ADD M... ppr2 oni get 54%.. ppr1 die more gai..
dunno can pass bo.. at de border line..
MM... okla.. not bad.. jus de pp1..i thought can get full d..
manatahu 1st ques wrong coz de 0 oni counted when figure b4 decimal is more den 1..
SEJ... sure fail.. ppr1 wrong 20ques d.. ppr2?? esei dunno write..60% flew d..
PM... okla.. won fail.. fight wif ola in tis sub..
SIV... wait fail too liao.. like tis play me.. gai...
haiz..dunno tis time exam can get above 70 de average marks bo..
gai lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!

又是照片噢！

有宁安（我唯一他的单人照〕，
有仪莹跟我一起犯法（偷带电话）的照片。
有大家陪我一起走过的回忆。
我还奢求什么呢？
朋友对我来说很重要。
朋友给我的太多太多了。
我会珍惜，也不会忘记…