finally

finally, you got your new partner.
well, it was quite disappointed when i first knew it. however, i was happy that you found your love.
i was so sure that she was a nice lady so that you will fall for her :)
and you two will get well together perfectly even though i did not know how she were or how she look.
but sure, she was a gorgeous lady.

i will never try to find out who was she, i'm fine when know you are in happiness.
all the best to you :)
and of course for saw mey too ~:)

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there was a young girl worked together with me.
she asked me a random question.
"did you ever fall for someone?"
as in your thought, the girl had not date with any boy YET..
it reminded me a lot of things.
then she continued,
"why did you break up with him?"
it was a difficult question for me because i could not explain it.
"maybe he did not love me the way i thought couple should be," i answered.
haha.. perhaps, the answer wasn't look right, she did not understand.
anyway, the topic was ended like that.

there was a night, my friend phoned me and told me about relationship problem whch she was facing.
it was so typically dramatic story.
why life became so miserable since we left school?
every simple thing wasn't simple anymore.
adult life is not interesting at all.

if.. i ever get in a relationship again,
i will never ever let him go like i did.
because it is hard to find a man who i will fall terribly again..

stray out of love topic, i would like to talk about my academics.
i had applied hong leong scholarship, the only scholarship i had applied.
i hope that i will get the offer :)

love saw mey

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sometimes i just feel that i have been isolated from friends.
i just get nothing related with some of the outings.
anyway, i must carry out my life too, right? :)

btw, i felt so sorry to kim liu that i had put her plane on the plan of breakfast together.
i'm sorry, i know you are seriously angry with my action. really sorry. sorry for decline at last minute...

i now work at senyum mart, as a cashier.
my supervisor thought that i was a vietnamese so he did not dare to talk with me at the beginning. :)
one of the customers thought that i was came from china, so he just kept smiling with me.
then when he knew that i was actually a malaysian, he said he liked me because ' kamu senyum kuat' :) haha..
since i worked there, many kids called me aunty, i was quite hurt leh TT..
then an aunty came and called me 'ah yi' too.
sad leh..
so i must do save my outlook!!!

today i off, i went to look for other jobs again with tiara.
we had interviewed 2 daycare teacher jobs.
yup..
i know if my friends knew this, they would sure criticise about my attitude towards working.
no matter how others comment about me, i just have to do anything i think i should and i'm happy with the decision. right?
actually, i did hope that one of them would give me a call. perhaps?
then we departed to perangin mall.
as today was wednesday, i watched 'mirror mirror' alone at 1st avenue for only rm7 :)!
i liked the movie so much!
snow white was pretty and the dialogue was funny :)
the step mother was also pretty and cute!
the dwarfs made me laughed a lot. hahahaha..
i spent my off day happily :)

all the best,
SawMey letitia

Day care life

time to talk about my daycare job.

her name is yvone. i like her the most. so bad that she did not smile while i was trying to capture her photo. she was cute and she was the first child that hug me :)

his name is lim len. he is a half japanese :)

he is cute and chubby. he is just three years old and he knows how to write daddy and mommy in chinese. he has a big head which is same as i. haha :)

i kinda like his cousin too. unfortunately that i cant take his cousin's photo.

i only remember his name and his face. lim yi qi. i call him qiqi XD

the first girl is lim ming yao, who is already standard1. she is so naughty that i almost smack her every day since i work. although this is how i act but they still nice to me la :)

the other girl is my most lovely girl in my class. her name is sim ming xuan. she has a pair of long eyelash, i cant stop staring at her. i'm so desperate to hug her :) yeah~ i'm so bian tai.. haha..

however ming xuan is quite naughty too when she is with ming yao.. they are best friends who from different school.

this was how they acted when i asked them to take photos.

see? ming xuan is so cute!

they also have one friend who is same age with them named zeo.

he is very obedient and also a fast-learner. what a cute and handsome guy.

i wanted to take his photo too, but i think it would be quite awkward for me to do that :(

after telling the fun part, now is the horror part TT

i love morning session because the children are younger and easier to handle.

when the afternoon session come, my head just being went off.

it is like killing my mentality slowly.

the first disaster is desmond neoh who likes to cheat and does not concentrate well at all.

next is the 2 little flowers, the nieces of my headmistress. they are ooi shanyan and ooi shanyin.

shanyin causes me a lot of frustration because she is lazy and likes to be rebellion. her languages are very weak and she is a monitor, i wonder how her teacher 'discover' her quality in leadership. she only knows how to copies answer and acts like very 'gaogao'. shanyan is the elder but she is easily to attempt anger. sometimes, she just got in temper when i ask her to go bath. she should learn to act upon her age. however, she is quite okay to self-discipline. at least she will finish her homeworks on her own.

next is the 3 'musketeers' who are named ooi zhi sheng, ooi zhi jie and ooi zi siang(the latter 2 is twin).they always cannot finish their work on time and zi siang is the one who bring the most trouble for me.no matter how i cane him or scolded him, he just won't move. he likes to be rebellious toward me.

anthony is the brother of yvone who i love the most. he is a trouble kid too. he poured his friends shampoos just because he wanted to. luckily he would not be here anymore when april is approached.

the other children are jordon, florence, wei liang, hui yin and sim zhen teng(bro of ming xuan, he is a good boy too)

i wish to resign again because i am working 11hours per weekday and have to work on saturday too. my salary is just rm900. other than that, i 'm going to travel to sunway lagoon on this coming thursday. i want to resign and apply for ns!

i hate to work. i know i'm not try hard while working, i'm so lazy, probably i just not suit to the life i have now.

i'm trying to make myself comfortable, don't care about how other tease about me.

Saw Mey, be couraged and tough, fight for yourself! must resign! try to talk with jess. i'm working but not buying money with life.

gambatae :)