Finally i know how it feels

Last time, i used to be insecured. So i liked to text my ex and get stuck on him. Perhaps inmature was the reason i acted so. On the first 3months he went to KL, i was so afraid of losing him so i requested to stay connected through texting with him. I never viewed from his position. When we get to a new environment, everything got terrible . What was i minded that time were all why he did not put me as ultimately important? Now i was in a new environment, i knew the difficulty he faced before and i was not his best listener. No one could help him because he was alone. He pretende to be fine and escaped from all my curiosity towards him. Now i was here, sabah. A place that my family and close friends never reached here for me. I had to get my stuff ready and meals settled on my own. No transport and backup. Sometimes, i would feel helpless, because everyone was busy, seldom had time to entertain me :(. I did not havr boyfriend to care for what food i had for my lunch or dinner, who made ne angry or sad today. Luckily, my friends called me when she missed me and shared her situation with me. My family supported me and loved me like treasure.. I was lucky and i think boyfriend cpuld be not a part of my university life. I would survive! Yeah! less than 100days already xD Kah yao!!