Sunday, October 21, 2012

Return to the SIMPLE

Well, first of all, i am here to reannounce my status. 
I am single yet I survive! Haha :)
At least no one could agitate me by easily,
I can pretend to be calm and cool. Haha! xD

Secondly, do you realise that my blog's template becomes so kiddy??
Yes! I purposely make it to something simple but symbolises things usually in my mind.
Childhood. Yeah~
Even I don't have a wonderful one, I have my lovely memories staying beside my mom :D

Actually, I skipped a chance to apply jpa scholarship which i had a high probability to get it.
Everything just caused by my laziness and procrastination.
And now,
I deserved the punishment.
No one reprimanded me, yet i felt myself not aggressive to chase for what i worth. 
However, 
time had passed, 
no way return, so i just had to rebuild my mind and be grateful again.
Pace forward, not to cry over the same thing and never do the same mistake again!
SMILE=D  

Today I went out with my Titas group members to Emmanual Church,
it was all basically to do my assignment.
The church was well-equiped with modern electrical goods and musical instruments,
which i found it fresh for me,
because there was no Jesus the Christ statue or something i used to imagine for ancient church.
Haha..
Well, at least, I had learnt something, 
church meant people.
We sang a lot of christianity songs and shaked a lot of people's hand.
It did remind me of 'Multi-level Marketing' meetings in either Amway or Great Eastern. Haha.
At first, I was so reluctant to their passion and to follow what they did. 
ps: like lifting hands to reach the God and say the words "it is you Jesus" or "i love you Lord"
Perhaps i was used to buddhism and i believe in the taught of Buddha, I was not enough liberal yet. :(
Anyway, it was a nice try. 
They created a place which gather all the genius and passionate people.
The spirits were there with them always. :)
So back to the mission--
We interviewed one of the pastor and he answered to us with informative points.
I guess we really did a good job today. :)
We video cam during the session and we might look nervous and blank in the middle.
But we succeeded, well done for us already.
After that, we went to restaurant 527 near King Fisher there to lunch.
Not bad :D

Well, I hope i look cheerful for my friends over Sabah. I want to build up a new image for myself.
and i do always able to keep my emotion coaxed here :)
i have changed a lot and i am happier now even i get down by the assignments here :) haha..
But i only believe, my grandpa and grandma will bless for me far away from me.
and there is nothing should get me down :) i will love and enjoy what i have here.
Move forward, i will find my happiness there, throughout the journey.
Yeah~~

Saw Mey, a girl living in netherland :)

2 comments:

  1. Netherland? You moved to Holland? Hahaha!
    Anyway, great to see that you changed! No more emo Saw Mey yea. :P

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