damn it!!

very down these few days..
coz..
u all noe de la..
cant c him..
n even contact wif him..
our feels like cooling down day by day d..
maybe..
juz a illusion..
we cant b together..
feel v sad evryday when there is no 1 beside me..
i really cant control me anymore..
y i'm always like tis..
evrything i did was always wrong..
i dun wan continue like tis liao..
nothing improve.. who can help me..
wan 4get him..
y he treat me so nice at 1st??
it make me couldn't leave him..
evrytime i decide to leave..
he jus come inside my heart again at tat moment..
y like tis?
STUDY! STUDY!
no more..
now i giv myself a last chance..
final perjudian..
if i n he no more improvment in tis comin 1 month..
i'll giv up..
no more regret..
if no.. den bye to tis guy la..
mayb we still lack of feel..
tmr is bei ma xi ju d..
dunno wat character he hold..
or mayb juz a mu hou helper..
i dunno.. i din ask anything..
juz feel our distance become further n further..
v sad now..
useless!!