still like normal..

monday..
lin aun n och accident near komtar..
tiok cheh kia when i noe it from yy..
i din go shui mo hua tat noon coz v bored..
so i wen tbac at 3pm..
yy bac at 4pm..
so she noe it..
i v worry tat day..
but dunno wat can i do..
feel tat i'm useless..
on tat day..
i really strongly feel tat i'm helpless on his life..
me oni will beban his life but not help him..
y human will got feelings??
especially de feel of love..
it really wan make me burst..
let everything happen according to god arrangement..
i dun wan bother so much d..
it had make me no mood to study anymore..
we dun hav any relation..
wat we had done is oni normal fren..
so dun think so much anymore..
study better la..
now wan read chemi..
i now more interest in chemi..
dunno y..
haha..
mayb bcoz tan lee ching gua..
dun like ooi lin chew..
make me insane nia..boring face..
yesterday met yee ching,hui zhen n ching er after ttn..
me, jun yi,och n yy go eat ban jian kui after ttn..
we met them at their..
long time no c hui zhen n ching er d..
they become prettier n looks v mature..
n ching er adi noe to drive car..
she sent them their to eat n go ttn..
n they so yeah tat go so far from house to ttn..
v pei fu them..
yy belanja us eat.. total rm8 sumthing..
haha..
exam is round de corner liao..
haiz
strongly bliv tat my result will drop tis time..
coz always absent mind..
hope dun la..
now not really interest abt others..
coz i feel v tired..haiz..
dun wan think liao..
me n yi ching's slogan: SO WHAT!!
i liv my life..
today..
yy cook spagetti..
n jk make de mesh potato..
actually quite nice when eat..
jus de look not v.. nia..
haha..
me,yy,jk,ola,ry n jw stay at class during recess time..
we eat it..
but v sorry tat i 4got to bring forks..
so we use hand n spoon..
den de pua ke po..(pn ooi)
suddenly come up..
she go 5s4 n 5.. n not sure..
we all go of class..
avoid her.. gai nia..
destroy our appetite..
today polly n yee ching r called by pn. leong..
clint v gai..
he join interact,library,st. john,electronic,badminton..
but he din go any activities..
sendiri cari mati..haha..
but he really a good person la..
tat day 'wat' him money to buy meal(fried chic)..me n yy..
us v shui.. haha..
n ola still v busy everyday..
it like evryday got things to do..
i better dun disturb him anymore..
yesterday till now..
i din sms him any msg..
mayb.. tis way better..
he looks so busy n tired..
me make no use 4 him..
better b me.. de oni me.. i can do it!!
leave him make thing easier..
these few days v no mood..
maybe..
sumday..
i'll be a stimfish in sch..
dunno wat happening around..
haiz..