what if?

that day,
the day i questioned you.
thanks for not letting me go.
i do miss you, my darling.
thanks for the call and i mean it..
the moment after i sent out the message.
i wondered, how would i feel if i meet you again?
shall i deleted this blog site to make you released?
and i was so unwanted to do so.
what if you gone?
i would be a dumb who won speak as much as i could.
i would shut off my phone for the coming 2months.
and i would be lost every time i emo again.
maybe, our relationship has faded a lot.
but you appreciated me.
the moment you called, i just felt like oh thanks, at least you cared.
when you talked and tried to cheer me up, i was like well-embraced by your arms.
thanks god for giving you to walk cross my life..
and..
i'm waiting for your cute and gorgeous recent photossssss....^^!
haha..
take care.

sincerely from
precious