finding work

i felt so miserable to find work every day.

just now i went to xiao tian er nursery centre to interview as teacher.

i felt so embarrassed when she asked me about my spm result.

even cindy--experience-filled lady in my office felt so.

at the time she knew that i was to take pharmacy..

and she get to knew my spm result..

she was hesitating..

not because of others, but she did not believe my capability.

perhaps.. i did not look like girls that would get good result?

i was so upset.

was people getting 8As in spm so humiliating?

ya!

i felt so.. badly

i even get only B+ for my language subjects.

i never noticed that it was so important until i interviewed for particular jobs.

i thought my form6 forecast result would help much in giving good impression, but it was not at all.

i was regret for not working much hardwork during spm.

thus, i must score at least some goals in my stpm.

if i failed, i might be very heart broken.

because i did work hard like i never work hard before during that time.

i'm worth for the reward.

please.. i pray hard to God, i 'd hope You heard my voice.

i will show them, spm is not a thing, because i have done much marvellous compared to people who scored in spm but failed in stpm!

p/s: not to offend.. just expressing my true feelings.. :)

Saw Mey<3