wound

i thought i was strong and tough enough in treating my wound.

i thought that it was okay after a month after the cut.

i thought i was the one would be fine compared to others.

in fact..

I WAS TOTALLY WRONG!

i had used almost a year to fade off the feelings toward you.

i never thought i that i would be loving you and waiting you till now.

you used to embrace me whenever i need your coax.

but..

it will never happen at now or in future anymore.

i received your intention, you just felt guilty for leaving me.

everything was just my thought.

i thought you still love me.. it is not the truth..

that was why you never messaged me at night again.

you asked me to take care myself the last day you in penang and..

you meant it..

i should be let go of you..

you are not mine, never been mine..

you have your dream, your passions, and your own path to go on..

no one can stop you from leaving unless you decide to stay.

i'm not the girl that hold you from leaving, hope you found one who you would stay for her.

i will announce that, my love toward you will be ended at this second.

no more expectation and i will create my happiness myself.

perhaps, i will not fall for any guys again.

love is sustainable, but not on the same object eternally.

i will learn to love myself at first...

my wound has recovered.

my life is still great, i need just a bit more laughter.

:)

good luck my dear saw mey <3