There is nothing that i could do

you are my first guy.

the first lad to hold my hand.

the first lad that embraced me in your arm.

the first man that i owned,

the first kiss i took from you.

the first...

i couldn't write out all the first time we did something together.

thre are too much i could spell them out.

you are the first man that left me away from you

but..

protected me from far.

how could i forget you?

perhaps,

you are not as perfect as i imagined in my mind.

i'm just missing the days we had..

too much..

i understand.

we had came to the end.

what i thought is never a reality.

i need love

but nothing i can do.

you left me away..

i thought i would live better than you.

but

i'm wrong..

you are more attractive than ever when i met you.

i wish..

someday,

you'll realise,

i'm your shen jia yi forever..