不美

我

总是希望东西都是好的

结局都是完美的

现实

就算我

也存在着许多的不完美

今天我度过了一个奇怪的“联谊会”。

男生谈他们的

我们却聊着自己的

同桌但不同心

其实这也是一个很好的体验环境

这是个不舒服的心在作怪

我看见了自己不美的地方

该学着接受且面对它

别让它阻碍我前进

改变不了或者补救不了的事太多

选择接受，面对还有放下它。

看见了自己，该学会增进自我的智慧，加油！祝福自己也祝福让我看见自己的朋友。

突然，我很想被亲爱的人拥抱。或许看见了自己的不美，心需要被祢补。觉得突然弱了，需要被撑。但愿，我心中富裕，事事如意。感恩。我还有朋友。

Decided

This chinese new year will definitely be the one that differs from the past to us. Besides having reunion dinners at our own house and relatives' houses, we went to look for an ideal house. Today was the second day of cny, after having great lunch with my tua pek's family we departed to butterworth. We tried to look for several new launch projects there but they were still beaten up by the one we considered at balik pulau. So we went to dined at tambun and back at around 6pm. 

Followed by unplanned schedule, we went to queensbay to shop. After we came down by escalator, we were attracted by the PLB roadshow. After hearing the details, we were so anticipated. It was already 10.30pm. We decided to go to have a look at the new location. We were so attracted by the scenery. At a lighting speed, my bro called to make booking. It meant a lot for us to build a better and more peaceful home. Gratitute to everything that supports us. Gratitute to our ancestor. Saddhu saddhu saddhu. May all be well and happy.

Showhouse day

Today i woke up at 12pm and i departed with my family to balik pulau at 1pm. We were planned to have a look at the showhouse there. We planned to move in a landed house. So my brother searched up and down. Finally he got an invitation to the showhouse there. Fully furnished with reasonable price. We all loved the environment just hoped to reduce a bit the pricing. I loved the design and i felt so much hopes in this house. Yes. It is a dream house. Hope that we will be blessed to get a better living environment for the sake of my parents. Sukhihontu~ saddhu saddhu saddhu.

Ps. Tmr is the result releasing date. I just remembered it this evening. My heart is pounding in abnormal heartbeat. Face it, accept it, deal with it and let it go. All the best :)

单身情人节

在忙碌中，我结束了这一天。

回到家中打开电脑

看到许多幸福的情侣上传了各自的幸福事迹。

而我，

却好像在票选最佳情侣般

不停的在给他们按赞（投下一票）

哈哈。。

其实，每一个爱情故事都有欢笑有泪水。

懂得珍惜的坚持的，就能走过好多个年华。

当中也有许多单身男女在此刻感慨寂寞，但我却阅而不赞。

原因是单身也是受祝福的，不须特别有人疼才幸福呀！

今天我和我亲爱的学生们玩乐了大半天，好幸福，好感恩。

被学生唤着“老师，老师。”还挺不错的。

或许这学习教学的一年让我拥有了不一样的追求。

觉得这种被需要远远比爱人缠绵来得更充实。

祝福全天下的人幸福平安，单身双身都快乐。

感恩今天还活着 :)

走了

今天她走了

她是一位很棒的母亲

很和蔼的老人家

她虽与我无血缘之亲

但她的体贴和用心总让人感觉像奶奶

总是担心我们吃不饱

用不好。

凌晨五点钟

病发、呻吟却无人闻之

就这样突然

之前还好好的，

健健康康

又说有笑的

现在，却没了。

说实话，我害怕。

因为我母亲与她年纪相仿。

突然觉得我母亲老了。

我不敢想像没有她的日子。

我怕了。在我这个年纪。

事物交替更换，太突然，太意外。

这个年纪，我想学会珍惜拥有的。

您走了，我十分感恩您对我妈、我哥和我的照顾和用心。愿你一路走好。安息吧。