my family deal..

my bro recently din sleep at home..
goin to work hard 4 money..
mayb is work hard to meeting wif my da sau oso..
haha..
n my parent..
recently my mood was not stable..
easily mad..
o mayb..
near 'aunty visit' period gua..
haha..
n i feel v hate myself when i quarrel wif them..
but it couldn't made any changes too..
haiz..
n my sis..
she is goin to buy her new car..
toyota vios..
new series..
but i scare she will couldn't afford lo..
but she adi order..
jus wait de car reach..
n i can sit new car when she came bac.. haha..
but not me drive la..
jealous??
who cal u no tis type of sis??
wakaka!!
de end of my blogging today~
miss my everyday@.@

working deal..

hate working..
but 4 hp..
i kena tahan..
urgh........
'kek sai'..
haha..
many sacred heart high sch de student work at there..
some v piah..
kept ot..
de guy i hate most..
always work till 11.00pm..
jiak sai..
but i'm glad tat he'll resign soon..
syok!!
he really v ki hiao..
always talkin you de mei de..
n not respect u when jokin..
lame..
n he likes to flirt wif there de malay lao yi..
n manja wif our trainee..
beh kua nia..
shit..
n i got arranged to do de hot glue gun after my off day..
lol..
v pain using de gun whole day..
initially..
i hate it a lot..
coz my hand n finger will v pain...
n my muscle will ache too..
cant sleep on de 1st nite..
coz really pain..
my right hand..
den after few days using it..
i started to biasa..
n found it easier den manual insert..
will mengantuk wan..
swt!!
n..
at there i not really dare to talk wif ppl..
unless they talk to mi..
gai!!
n i noe some of them de name..
lim yu-jin[de boy i hate]
elicia
pei boon,
gan lay teng
talk wif them 4 few times nia..
sien.....................
n most of them from sacred heart..
n they ooso study 5s1 last yr..
haha..
clever ppl too..
n me always can talk wif jojo nia..
i always hope tat he can do soldering de..
den he can sit near me n chat wif me..
but..
de adult seems not really noe him..
he still inserting lame component..
haha..
sien ka bui si..
n de stupid guy tiok soldering..
always manja here n there..
me liang roma..
beh tahan..
n i wan try do ict..
can learn much..
but mayb i won gt de opportunity d..
haha..
but nvm la..
i jus targeting my money..
monday get salary...
tmr visit gary ong..
excited!!
n today..
got a guy de leg v smelly..
after working so long..
i recently v scare tat my leg will v smelly after start working..
coz foot wil sweat de..
althought sit in aircond room..
i now everyday v rajin cuci kaki..
coz i really afraid tat my leg wil smelly as tat ppl de..
de guy tat full of smell same age wif me..
from sacred heart too..
1st class ppl oso..
mayb..
n he is tall n fat..
face full of pimples..
n i dun like him..
actually i never notice him b4 until today..
really smell like a salt fish..
busuk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n he likes dunno n kept walk here n there..
make me wan insane..
lol...
i hate work..
tis is my conclusion..
de end~

nex episode..

after had a window shop 4 almost an hour more..
we decided to depart to 'huo guo zhi jia' le..
n..
all ppl cant go..
haiz..
n my gang ppl all need work o transport..
cant reach earlier..
so me n aun abt 6-7pm smthg tiok start eat le..
so.. duno say..
haha..
eat till v full..
of coz.. he pay too.
haha..
a day wif free of charge..
only we two..
havin our dinner tat time..
actually quite enjoy tat day..
feel like a couple's date..
as i hunger 4 so long time d..
b'day=dating..
haha..
hope 4 de nex date..
den he sent me bac home..
as he was tired d..
n gt work on de nex day..
de nite was so cool..
de atmosphere was chilling..
hugging him..
he drove slowly..
n purposely choose a longer way bac home..
when reached home..
he sent me till my house..
den i change my cloth..
wearing a black XL size t-shirt..
n a short pant..
he went bac..
i sms him..
[sms me when reach home..]
den he reply..
said tat he 4 got to giv me smthg..
cal me go downstairs..
den i quickly go out..
he jus stand beside de lift there..
when he saw me..
he jus a bit nervous..
n dropped his hp..
n de cover broke..
he jus picked it up..
n said nothin..
he den hug me..
n kiss me on my forehead..
feel v warming..
his lips..
is soft..
n i like gt electric shock..
stay a bit blank..
he said..
i really dun wan to leave a regret..
n had a tight hug..
den i face up on him..
n kiss bac on his cheek..
my 1st kiss to a boy..
but not a france kiss la of coz..
i not tat dare yet..
haha..
i felt wanna cry on tat time..
tis is de best present tat i wanted..
sometimes..
i rather choose a simple act to replace a grand matter..
it is nice..
when u get a true love..
it is difficult..
mayb there is jus once..
so jus enjoy it..
there is a tired beginning..
targetless process..
n a sweet ending story of my 18th birthday..
it is not huge..
but satisfied.. wif my [stitch]..
muack!

~THE END~

continue my b'day story..

一大清早，
睡醒。。去爬山。。
赫赫。。
跟谁？？
还用问吗？？
当然是我的宝贝咯！
说实话。。
真的很讨厌爬山。。
但是跟你。。
当然爽！！
说真的。。
有点忘了过程。。
只知道你一直努力配合我的脚步。。
慢慢的。。
限制了你。。
也许，
你真的走太快了。。。
我知道，有些事你最后会离我而去。。
我跟不着。。你也不再回头望。。
继续走。。
也许，
两条直线交叉后，
不再intersact了。
而且越来越远。。
算了。。
撤得有点远了。。
走下山的路途。。
你一直要捉着我的颈项。。
一直说要cekik我。。
而且开始了我们的。。
345，356和584的游戏。。
过瘾。。
你还背了我走几步。。
是我胆小。。
要你放下我。。
也许，
有些事，可以很短暂。。
但不失它的价值。。
记得，
你曾爱过我的事实。。
短暂，
但对我宝贵。。
到山脚时。。
焦了的cy lim出现要上班了。。
赫赫。。
有缘。。
然后就回了。。
回家路上，
我抱着你的腰。。
有次。。
因为驾太快了。。
我把手放在你肩上。。
你竟能两手放空。。
任由摩托走。。
然后，
把我的手从你肩上拿下你的腰。。
然后，
继续驾。。
酷毙了！！
之后，你也会摸摸我的手。。
确保我还在。。
被珍惜的感觉真的很好。。
到了你家。。
你煮了特制煎蛋给我吃。。
说实话。。
不是很好吃。。
赫赫。。
不要hurt到。。
但我有吃到一口一口的认真和爱。。
[辣椒煎蛋]
过后，冲凉。。
你拿了你姐姐的裤给我选。。
很多很多。。
本来选了黄色的。。
但你说好笑。。
就拿了另外一条。。
你还借了我你戏剧研究会的衣服。。。
好长哦！
裤子却好短。。
看起来好像没穿裤。。
哈哈。
我走出厕所时。。
你唱起了生日歌。。
桌上摆了一片蛋糕。。
超小的。。
然后，三根蜡烛点着。。
很吓倒。。
然后你又拿出一箩箩的东西。。
寿司、jelly。。。
全是你自己亲手做的。。
赫赫。。开心。。
但三文鱼有点怪。。。
你拿去煎了。。
有点怪吧？！
但为了我。。麻烦你了。。
吃饱了。。
接下来的活动。。
你绝猜不到。。
赫赫。。
是睡觉！！
一起在他家睡觉。。
太有点。。唔。。哈哈。。
当然没什么事发生啦。。
在他客厅睡。。开冷气。。
我睡不着。。
拿gary的魔术三角块玩。。
越玩越乱。。
没天分。。咳。。
你应该很累了。。
却陪我不睡了。。
起来，
你送了我一条链。。加上一双耳环。。
但有点短也。。
不过你送就是好。。
然后，
在你家上网。。
你姐醒来要上班。。
有点吓倒。。
然后你姐给了我两人的免费戏票。。
[但昨夜与航和jojo看去了]
生日前夕你送了我钱包。。
我出门有带哟！
知识工作不带。。当然的。。
然后出发回我家。。
等我换衣再出发。。
你在楼下等。。
其实。。
很有男女朋友的感觉。。
享受。。
然后我穿了一件连衣裙。。
成熟风的。。
你们肯定没看过。。
除了美雪。。
坐摩托穿裙。。
怎样？！哈哈！！
den u driv me to perangin watch movie..
name.. paranormal activity...
lame movie..
whole cinema only got we 2 audience..
v gai..
haha..
de movie talk abt ghost o demon??
i not sure..
jus de last scene really made me goosebumps..
haha..
killing scene..
but dunno y n how..
really.. speechless..
no wonder no ppl watch..
haha..
it felt like we had book de whole cinema to watch lame horror movie..
geng!!
after watch..
we went 4 shop..
i buy he pays..
but de main point is..
i not really noe to shop wif my belovedd wan..
haiz..
so i jus bought a包鞋..
as my shoe adi v geli..
bought at mx work de shop..
stefeno..
like de color of de shoe la...
keep it to wear on cny..
hehe..
den we bought nothin d..
he suddenly think of wan took大头贴。。
but we jus found out tat de shop din open d..
lol.. gai nia..
my b'day so grand meh?? public holiday ar??
dare to not open..
den we jus kept sang here n there..
to b continue..
working tmr again..
muack!!
nite..
wana sleep sleep..

没有照片的生日。。

今天，
是本小姐的大寿。。
收到来自‘世界’各地朋友的祝福。。
hehe..
‘大力’ 叻？？
没有啦。。
只是想不到，
连chia chia, occ, gary ong,shin ying n kh lim都来祝福我。。
吓倒咯！！
开心！！
昨夜，
我，卿，敏，益坐凯航的车去autocity..
倒数我的生日//
waliao~
全部都没跟父母讲会过北海。。
坏了。。
哈哈。。
然后，我们去maxim's cake house拿到蛋糕后，
就出发了。。
幸好没塞车。。
我们在boston吃。。
我，卿和航叫了椰浆饭。。
民和益叫了不知什么海鲜四川饭。。
结果他们后悔了。。
哈哈。。不好吃。。
我也后悔。。
因为冲动下多叫了鸡翅膀。。
妈的！！
吃了三十多块。。
然后我们就到处走走。。
那边有小商店。。
但没买到什么。。
然后，
又无聊到不知倒要到哪里切蛋糕。。
lol..
然后结果打算去旧关仔角。。
但忘了谁的提议。。
到宁安家。。
哪儿知。。
原来，他去我家等我。。
感觉上应该等很久了。。
失望。。
都是你啦！
玩什么好消息坏消息。。
最后，不跟我讲。。
惊喜没了。。
闷。。
然后，我们就在他家附近唱生日歌、吹蜡烛。。
xia sui..
haha..
在路边，暗天化夜下。。
赫赫。。
然后，整粒蛋糕就由我带回了。。
=.=..
朋友们送了我一个戒指。。
上面刻了‘fren forever' n 'big face mey'
like it so much!!
thx 4 u all..
now late d..
to b continue..
my real birthday..
hehe..
nitezz~

my website

misssour.weebly.com

平复了的心情。。。

想了一整晚。。
失眠了。。
也哭了。。
是我还执著吗？
还剩两个月多。。
我就要进营了。。
那时侯，
他也要走了。。
到遥远的新加坡完成他的梦想。。
我可能连送行的机会也没了。。
所以我得珍惜你我的日子。。
也许我这辈子都遇不到像你那样的男生了。。
昨晚，
有人鼓励我等到你回来。。
但，我很害怕。。
如果，我愿意等，你愿意让我等你吗？
但我觉得你应该不会让我等。。
等待是苦多过甜的滋味。。
但如果你希望我等，
只要你一句，
我就会等。。
其实，
你有权力认识比我更好的女生。。
只想祝福你。。
愿分开后，
你能忘了我。。
继续你的生活。。
而我，也会学着长大。。
希望还能拥抱的时刻，
我还能享用你的温暖。。
也许你看到这儿。。
会觉得跟我一样心里酸酸的。。
但不用紧。。
一切会过去的。。
我只想目前能幸福下去。。
直到最后一刻的到来。。
还有一个问题，
你算是我的初恋吗？
我的初恋男友？
赫赫。。
我当你是吧。。
谢谢你的爱。。
我会更坚强。。
追寻各自的梦想吧！
我们还有两个月。。
加油加油^^

歌名:最後

附註:
語言:國語,  曲長:3m49s
作曲:袁惟仁,  編曲:黃中岳
監製:李正帆,  填詞:袁惟仁

或許我已失去談論幸福的權利
就連最後的最後都不是我的決定
我總是在絢爛的夜晚顯得消極
懷念著那段遺憾心裡卻是感激
如果是因為那最後一次的爭執
而讓今天的我們能夠變得誠實
是不是我應該感謝你當時的冷靜
只是我顫抖的手一直到如今
最後　我們都錯過
愛過　不一定會有結果
最後　走不到最後
愛你卻又必須放手

O缘X份

原谅我，还放不下。。
原来。。
我不能像我对豪说的那么潇洒。。
毕竟快近一年的感情。。
不能说放就放。。
我很想停止。。
可是我怕我会崩溃。。
结束了。。
完了。。
很可怕。。
今天，
打完羽球。。
知道这件事。。
原来，
时间不多了。。
可是我不想放手。。
但我不能自私。。
他有他的理想。。
一开始。。
是我自己自寻的。。
我怪不了谁。。
现实是残酷的。。
也许，
真的有缘无份吧？！
很想找人哭。。
但是原来，
我不知该找谁了。。
‘爱是会让人死的’。。
原来是真的。。
结束了。。
一切的一切。。
没了。。
原来，我受不起。。
素媚！加油吧！！
不要掉泪哟！！
要潇洒到最后一刻。。
宁安，你也要加油噢！
谢谢你让我爱过。。
让我们走到最后一秒吧！

风筝

我不要將你多綁住一秒　我也知道天空多美妙　請你替我瞧一瞧

＊天上的風箏哪兒去了　一眨眼不見了
誰把它的線剪斷了　你知不知道

從前的我們哪兒去了　路太遠我忘了
如果你想飛我明瞭　你自由也好

＃我不要將你多綁住一秒　我也知道天空多美妙　請你替我瞧一瞧

重複　＊，＃

看你穿越雲端飛的很高　站在山上的我大聲叫喔...
也許你呀不會聽到　把夢想找到要過得更好

我不要愛情的低潮　我會微笑眼淚不准掉
我很好後來的你好不好　你會知道我沒有走掉　回憶飛進風裡了

天上的風箏哪兒去了...

special surprise..

today..
plan to go visit madame at balik pulau..
2pm++
n i never thought of these surprise..
at de beginning plan..
is jojo fetch me..
den suddenly sm1 pop out..
guess who??
yes!
i thk u gt de correct ans..
is my big big present..
ONG LIN AUN
i gt a little bit shock..
but i thk my happiness had overcome my shock..
hehe..
v touch..
he adi pakat yesterday nite wif jojo..
he told him not to tell me..
i feel myself important in u..
u bac n rush early from work..
jus to accompany me..
feel dunno wat to describe my touching..
den we depart..
den up hill n down hill.
reach balik pulau..
jojo bought laksa n cheezy wedges 4 madame..
so nice of him toward madame..
as my stitch said..(hehe..nvm gua..)
如果是普通朋友不可能会跑酱远来看她的。。
haha..
i thk u gt it rite..
isn't it??
wakakaka!!
den we direct go in de big door..
n nid register..
omg!!
jojo noe all de thgs of madame..
including her no., her team house n a lot..
lol..
haha..
386 hor if i'm not mistaken..
n she is in black hawk team.. which is green in color wan..
after registeration..
de ppl there annouce v loudly through speaker..
'...wirawati lok yi ying...'
i 4gt wat its sentence..
i jus rmb they annouce her name loudly in public..
tell her gt ppl find her..
haha..
feel a bit xia sui lo..
den we met her at de canteen..
n we saw yee wei..
lol..
she turn dark so much lor..
madame oso gt darker a bit la..
but not tat obvious..
den we oso saw many hehs de students there..
den we sat down n chat..
heard she said..
there v tired lo..
wan wear like tat de shirt..
like tat de kuzi..
n like tat de shoes..
lol..
den marching..
v pitiful n tired lo..
i dunno can i undergo tat onot..
n go there must interact wif other races..
v gai..
my speaking so terrible.. hw??
n i will feel v lonely de..
n v scary..
mayb i will cry everyday..
like i form2 went de camp..
i dunno any1..
n i dunno hw to make fren..
v shit wan..
i jus hope i won got arrange to too far de place..
den my fren n family can come visit me..
i now v scare to go there d..
i most hate there bcoz of de hygiene nia..
especially menstrual period..
madame say..
to avoid bein mess up wif de 'dirty' thingy..
we gal must wash our pad b4 throw away..
omg!!
so geli..
hw do i touch my bloody pad??
n had to wash it..
really crazy..
haiz..
y girl nid menstrual??
haiz.. troublesome..
i must take enough azimat there d..
haha..
n actually madame din thin tiok la..
n her appetite still tat good..
haha..
n jojo brought his sis wedding ceremony de buffet food 4 her..
she kept n eat later..
i really hope them can 2gether lo..
v sweet de..
haha..
she oso v talkactive ko..
kept talkin abt her life n frens at there..
n gt a girl same day bday wif me..haha..
n a girl name 梅敏敏。。有点怪是吧？
haha..
n they said she looks like camille..
a bit lo.. hehe..
n i kepit a ppr inside her red note book..
yaya.. it couldn't b a ppr of money..
i adi broke ok?!
haha..
hehe.. tis is my secret..
hope she will happy receiving it la..
haha..
n den we tiok bac liao lo..
n my cute stitch jus realize tat..
he 4got to unplug his key from his motor..
lol.. damn cute.. haha..
he rushed out to find his key..
while madame n jojo were晒月光。。
haha...
den he found his key..
luckily no1 wan steal his powerful(??he said wan) motor..
abo i dunno hw to bac liao..
her camp visit time is 9am till 5pm..
i'll miss her lo..
long time to go ko..
haiz..
she said she wan go 4 college.. mayb??
dunno la..
i noe i dun wan go ns nia..
lazy..
when bac..
jojo suddenly driv v slow..
mayb..
i think he started to miss her gua..
haha..
cute couple..
hehe..
den i continue hugging his waist..
den me n aun aun go 4 dinner at sungai pinang..
i really think tat..
i not tat会为他着想咯。。
everything i nid him help decide..
help me pay..
n help me pick up de 芹菜from de蚝煎..
你很体贴。。
但我却不到你一成。。
有时会想。。
对你公平吗。。
你知道我喜欢什么不喜欢吃什么。。
但我却不清楚你的饮食习惯。。
我会不会很难服侍呢？
反省着。。
然后，你带我到那儿的豪宅想看看陈景安的家看。。
waliao..
den u brought me to play kite at there..
actually i never play kite b4..
i jus made b4 but never play..
c u so excited..
den u buy from an uncle..
manatahu..
u tak tau make it fly..
xia sui nia..
haha..
de uncle v pro..
yi liang xia tiok make it fly liao..
actually i can feel ur stress too la..
de uncle teach n his wife watching us..
haha..
i noe wat u felt..
finally..
wan noe de ending??
guess it!!
he becomes pro?!
erm..
nope actually..
haha..
our kite bein cut by others ppl..
lol..
shit lo them..
bully us beginner..
haiz..
i not dare to play oso..
n de kite drown in de sea..
mou nyan tai..haha..
we den keep pull de string..
v long long..
haven play haven noe tat..
yuan lai..
c so near nia..
de distance was vvvv far away..
pull nia tiok jiak lat liao..
honey..
u look lun zun but cute today..
haha..
hope tat can c u successful fly up a kite in future..
i'll keep de tin of kite rope..
as my memory of u..
i love u stitch..
so much tat u couldn't expect..
mmmmuack!!

borinzzz

dunno y..
my jaw is paining now..
v suffer leh..
like wan drop d..
suddenly rmb of ylt..
'my jaw dropped.. my finger trembled..'
haha..
n i discover smthg..
i adi not used to write thgs abt my life likes b4..
i now more used to rite some geli geli de blog..
u reli change me a lot lar.. honey..
haiz..
felt bored to stay at home d..
everyday liv like a pig lifestyle..
eat,sleep,watch tv n on9...
n oso bath!! of course..haha..
i wan play badminton!!
i wan go pasar malam!!
i wan entertainment!!
i wan play wif madame!!
i wan in sch n fool wif my frens!!
i wan! i wan! i wan!!!!!
sucks life now..
yucks!!
driven me insane!!
crazy!!
borin!!
n pityful...
without a penny!!
money.. money.. money..
when u ka bui come??
i wan buy clothes..
i wan buy shoes..
i wan hang out wif fren!!
i wan go beach play..
i wan swim!!
omg!!
bored!!
till when i'm goin to live like tis??
it's f*ckin borin..
break out!!
maybe i should go out alone n walk..
enjoy myself..
lol..
i wish tat my sis can come bac..
den i can 'help' spend her money..
haha..
n most important tat i can go out without de worry of insufficient of cash!!
wakakaka!!
ya..
i agree tat i'm greedy n keji..
it's an unfortunate 4 sm1 to b my sis..
haha..
but no matter wat..
i love her a lot..
n i miss her now..
hope faster chinese new year..
but quite disappointed tat tis year cny is on valentine day lo..
sien..
lost a day of celebration..
lol..
haha..
i now v jealous ppl tat still scooling lo..
haiz..
n i thk..
y i'm not 1st batch 4 ns leh??
den i won borin liao..
everyday oso excitement..
n dunno who curse me recently..
my legs is full with insect bites..
red spots all over my skin surface..
dunno y insect hate me now..
but i noe y i hate them now!!
itchy!!
n i absolutely hate to grow a plant!
coz of de string shaped creature..
worms!!
i hate i hate i hate..
but dunno y tibo so likes them??
las sat..
me,tibo,yc,cb,jojo n kh went to bukit dumbar de badminton court to play..
b4 start play..
we went to pick相思豆。。
n look stupid..
but i like it..
coz i din go pick..
oni de rest join de pick up activity..
lol..
xia sui..
haha..
c them lun zun lun zun..
but really pationate..
i respect them!! haha..
in de progress of collection...
tibo losses..
1.afew pairs of shoe laces..
2.her mom's s-shaped hanger..
3. n a stack of 5cent coins..
de凶手is.. mr.jojo..
jik ak ka bui si..
n wat tibo got after de activity is..
a毛毛虫！！
she really disgusting..
but at 1st was me support her pick up de chong chong d..
eyao xiu lo..
den we start our badminton..
6ppl 'kek' in a court..
lol..
luckily..
court beside all no ppl use..
so we illegally used de court..
no ppl bother oso..
mayb de court too not popular gua..
den i got created a way to let ppl lose while game..
i put my stockins at my enemy side..
den they lose..
its like xia jiang tou..
haha..
n de iron made tibo..
she had broken jojo's racket..
incredible!!
as a repay 4 made her shoe lace lost..
haaha..
den after we all tired..
we sat down n wait time flow..
3hrs..
tired ka bui si..
den we all chat..
n de tibo opened de mao mao chong de cover..
we all thought it dead d..
so we let it there n continue chating..
manatahu..
tibo suddenly screamed!
where my mao mao zhong!!
lol..
she stand up..
n de disgust creature jus below her ass..
lol..
haha..
ha tiok me n cb nia..
hit her tibo ka zai..
den we bac..
n de nex day directly muscle ache..
waliao eh..
pain ka bui si..
especially my bud..
haha..
mayb jump too much liao..
wakakaka..
but enjoy frens hang out together without using money..
kh started working d..
our lame gang less one ppl d..
haiz..
but tmr we all goin to hike!!
yeah!!
with my beloved gang..
its ok till now la..
tata~
c u..
muack!!

lululula!!

today go to yc house chat..
n play wif a blacker girl den yc tat noe talk chi n hokkien..
really wu yan..
dunno y..
i still fobia of children..
haiz..
scare interact wif them..
gai..
i more prefer to become kid..
n bully de elder..
haha..
mayb i really born to b a youngest child in family..
haha..
i felt lucky..
n..
no more thgs to say liao..
recently feel v normal n neutral..
jus v unwaited to bac sch nia..
haha..
tata~

n u all r de type of my best fren.. love u all.. gambatae^^

闲日子。。

今天，
与舒婷、美雪、翊卿、航弟、jojo和峻凯。。
到queensbay闲逛。。
无聊。。
我、航、婷、卿四人等。。
一起坐巴士到qb..
疯的是。。我们坐错巴士。。
坐到304。。
妈的。。
要绕一大圈才到。。
变态！！
让美雪等。。
然后叻。。
我们就乱逛。。
找zi yin在哪间内衣店。。
哈哈！！
找了很久才知道是在ground floor..
途中遇见玲慧。。
让人掉牙的是。。
一对好友。。
lh竟然不知道zinc在qb做工。。
太不像样了吧？！
lh在step做。。
然后，我们遇见了yee ching..
去她店捣蛋。。
结果才知道。。
原来，
她在那里也会乱摸人家。。
真的是没事做。。
haiz~哈哈!
之后我们就到perangin走。。
航和卿回了。。
剩下jojo n jk..
me n mx..
看到很多喜欢的衣。。
却因没钱。。可悲！！
回的时候，
可爱的两位男士or基佬？！
为了陪美雪和我，
愿陪我们搭302巴士（这样他们得走远路）
谢谢咯！

小插曲：
我在jusco there saw khong yi..
n i tiok kia..
process..
we were finding jojo n jk at jusco..
den a team of guys walk in front of us..
den i thk..
erm..
r those guys clhs??
den he suddenly face bac..
waliao..
i tiok kia..
n fast roll my view to other place..
act as i din saw him..
den he leave..
den i told mx n yc..
lol..
den they tiok keep annoyed me wif..
"刚刚说什么康har??"
den another reply..
"康。。康什么？康尹啦！"
wat la??
lame.. better b careful tyc..

during waiting 4 de guys..
me,mx n tyc go 4 de kid park play..
lol..
childish lo all de game..
haha..

n tis sat i'm goin to visit madame lo..
haha..
unwaited..
hehe..
bye~

continue blogging..

最近闷毙了。。
有一友。。
回复单身了。。
希望她开心就好。。
昨夜仪莹。。
sms我。。
跟我说。。
她在那儿，不习惯。。
好几次，哭了。。
想想，两个月后，我是否也如此？
很可怕。。
不过很开心的是。。
有一个人，对她很好。。
也成了她的依赖对象。。
诚心祝福他们俩。。赫赫。。
jojo..加油噢！^^

my bro adi noe my relationship wif aun..
he recently quite abnormal..
keep calling me cooking..
cal me cook 4 him..
even cook soup 4 him..
soup i no problem..
jus tat..
i hate to fried things..
coz i'm terrified of 油溅。。
haiz..
yaya..i admit tat i'm timid..
but i'll try to fight against it..
hope to c my result soon too..
n..
really feel borin..
but v enjoy tis type of lifestlye..
i now jus understand y my sis hate to work when she was my age..
really OMG!!
i jus work 4 a week..(oni 5 days..sat n sun excluded)
i adi wan nuts!!
nid to scare of sm1.. n doin useless thg..
i more prefer go bac home..
lay on my bed.. den study books..
enjoy!!

my sis..
she was too super d..
she broke down de television at her 宿舍..
geng le??
haha..
de oni thg tat me n she same in.. (except our outlooks)
same steam n lun zun..
haha..
dunno they wan my sis to pay bac not..
she now v worry..
pity her..
miss her too..
work alone at kl...haiz~

my bro story...
1st day help his work..
lol..
not v bad la..
jus i'm v scared when my bro's partners quarrel..
v serious n loud..
1st time saw..
i discover smthg..
best fren better dun work as partner do business..
友谊是最避忌谈到[钱]字。。
u say rite onot..
haiz..
den i go take 4 my 1st salary..
rm44.60 4 2 days..
nid to bac to there on 21st jan.. 4pm..
sien..
n we got epf..
althought oni work 4 so few days..
haha..
i swear.. i must study well..
n b a profession..
dun wan b look down by some1 tat not really intelligent den me..
hng!! haha..
study better..
hope to get bac sch study form6 soon..
school sick now..
now everyday on9..
i oso dunno wan go where surf d..
keep download game n play sudoku on9 nia..
sien!!
now wan watch bac few movies../drama?
korean drama:玻璃鞋，对手，黄真尹（not宋慧乔的）。。。
but i haven success to find these movies at any dvd stall..
sienzZ..
every1 now busy working earn money..
but c me doin wat now??
so wat?!
i love my stle!!
haha..

after saw few ppl blogs..
i realize tat..
my life is perfect till now oso..
my family is perfect..
my frens r incredible..
even i found my love 1..
i had perfect memories of my secondary life..
n a plenty of ppl tat treat me nice..
i din really face a hardship until now..
my life was too smooth n lucky..
i wonder how long i'll maintain like tis..
but i hope it won change 4ever..
i love u all!!
i love my life...^*^

*i won stop blogging until de day i lay in de coffin..
i would like to share my everything to any1 tat interested to noe..
but i hope tat there r smthg tat still need to b keep as privacy..
thx^^

~WELCOME TO MY LIFE~

boring

vvv sienzzzZZ..

今天

今天，
我和他。。
心血来潮。。
我炒饭给他吃。。
但由于技术不好。。
有点焦。。
而且掉了根发在里面。。
丢脸死了。。
真的很讨厌厨房。。
怎么办？？
他也炒了一盒东炎炒饭给我。。
真的有点差异咯。。
我的淡而无味。。
闷。。
要好好学下厨了。。
今早。。
很不听话。。
一直顶老妈的话。。
内疚着。。
她要我帮她洗sotong。。
我的天！！
很讨厌那些墨。。
一直不小心弄破。。
整只手黑了。。恶心！
还要把它们的眼睛切掉。。
会见血的。。
我的妈妈。。够力！！
而且。。
还要把它们的膜撕掉。。
黏黏的。。
我突然很佩服我老妈。。
这么多年。。
辛苦了。。
每次吃得那么爽。。
却不知道。。你很累。。
mami..i love u..
虽然我总爱跟你吵。。
但是我真的很爱你。。
希望你健健康康。。
长命百岁。。

@.@

almost 3days din c u le..
em..
miss u a lot..
like v long time d............

las day

yesterday was my las day working..
a girl beside me..
who same day start work wif me..
she suddenly asthma...
n she din ask 4 help..
dun no whether she is shy leh o wat..
v gai..
i go ask her whether nid any help..
she jus silence..
mayb she was too suffer of gasping 4 air..
so i went to find de supervisor 4 help..
manatahu..
i cant find de ah you..
so i jus called de ah yong..
lol..
v serious lo..
de girl...
cant even stand up den..
haiz..
luckily i dun hav asthma..
so suffer..
after all..
we continue work..
den de ah you bac..
he perli us y dun help..
hey..
i got try to help ok??
lol..
continue ironing..
n den yc tiok told de supervisor tat we wan resign..
n de stupid cb din go..
n cb lost de punch card..
n yc kena bullets..
luckily not me speak..
haha..
n yesterday luckily not v much work..
v fast tiok finish our works..
no ck..
i wonder y sudden de ppl ironing so smart d..
haha..
den me n yc tiok ask de in ni po whether nid any help 4 ironing..
start do others ppl job..
den yc come my side n hide under de table rest..
i oso hide inside..
manatahu jus sit..
de supervisor tiok come liao..
ask we two no work liao meh??
xia sui lo..
den he order us arrange bac de 'pok'..
haha..
luckily not bein scold..
when bac..
pity de boy beside me lor..
he ot..
n suddenly a basket of ck things came out..
he hed to did it al alone..
his name is zhi wei..
when i 1st heard his name..
i wan to laugh..
but i got 廉耻的so i din laugh..
it sounds like..自慰。。
wakakaka!!
sui lo me..
he quite nice ppl..
jus a bit shy..
n got some发音怪怪。。
good luck to him la..
n oso us..
hehe..
happy not working..

没做工的日子。。

其实真的很想一直读下去。。
做工真的很累。。
这几天，
真的是。。
不懂形容。。
像丧尸一样。。
漫无目的地废着。。
真的很怀念学校。。
怡锦的笑声、
仪莹的放肆。。
笨笨的‘卡到肉’。。
很逗人的班长lao chik..
迷人的一家。。
5s1之家。。
解散了。。
我这辈子都会记得这一个中学回忆。。

朋友

我，
原来。。
忽略了朋友。。
是我习惯了理所当然。。
还是怎么了？
习惯。。
不再转发信息祝福给我可爱的朋友。。
每日，
只懂陶醉在爱情中。。
身边朋友怎么了，
我也变得些些不在乎。。
觉得自己很可恶。。
诗敏，美雪，仪莹，翊卿，舒婷，俊益。。
真的很对不起。。
曾经,我答应会好好珍惜我们的友谊。。
但我办不到。。
真的。。很难过很抱歉。。
原谅我吧！
爱情已占据了我的灵魂。。
空壳的我。。
自私得不再人情味。。

...

today's mood: badly..

很努力地压抑。。
很久没因心情糟而哭了。。
是变得不在乎还是习惯了？
是我最近太多虑了吗？
我真的很累。。
不知道为什么。。
希望。。
快点知道答案。。
去还是存？
我不想再闷下去了。。
疯。。